feel like I have been changing lately

I think taking care of my brother's dog may have something to do with it. But I feel like

when I am home alone I need something or someone to make me feel important.

When I am home alone and I do not have anyone or anything, then my heart starts to wail

and I reach out to members of my family or friends to reassure me...and that's ok... but I also

need to know that what I need to 'right myself' (like a ship) and that tends to be having someone to care after 

and then in not thinking about myself and thinking about my charge I am completed.

I have been relaxing a great deal lately. Not because I really aimed to - but my mind has been turning to mush.

It's good to be relaxed I guess. 

Have a good day whoever reads this!! Peace!!