malibumark

went to yoga today... feels so great! the teachers are super encouraging and it's likea group experience..spiritual and it makes me feel liberated.. the teacher kind of singled me out and she wanted...

I am home from work, a morning of work where I had to look at things while interacting with others. Interacting with my coworkers was a positive time this morning. It usually is for the most part but...

something has changed within me. I have been coming to a place where I feel older, I feel slower and at times a bit depressed (at times seriously depressed)...but I also feel capable of setting...

I feel really inspired right now. I want to share it with the world or my friends. :)I had a very strange morning at work and then after work I went to get a haircutand likewise it was pretty bizarre...

I think because I am home alone now - I am focusing on this -I think I would be better served to find something to do.I saw my Dad and Stepmom last night and it was nice.This morning I went to work -...

I made a strong pot of coffee and I drank half of it.I can't do that anymore. It has done me in - I am buzzing too muchwith not a lot to focus on, except the tv. Not good. 

I was at work today - and while I worked, I tried to figure life out again. I workedhard and diligently and felt the joy of professionalism. I felt happy to be around the peoplewho were there... I...

with timemy high hopeshave been pummeled again and againby reality and my own limitsand then feeling alone but thenpeople knocking on my door saying "I am here, I care!" and it'sknocked me down...

I was with my parents today and that was nice. I decided to excuse myselfearly. I think my Dad would have liked it if I stayed the whole day. I know he doesn't understand why I spend so much time...

just feeling humble and grateful today.I had breakfast with my parents today -and now I amat home doing laundry and made a big pot of coffee.Just feeling very lucky. 

I keep so vigilant about what I am doing throughout the day and dismantle - and pull apart -my experience and try and make some sense of it - into a wisdom or some kind of gained knowledge.I really...

I realize I have spent so much time trying to organize my world - my day and daily life - and tryand live in a well kept way. I really need to focus on making more money though now.I did errands and...

well to the coffee shop that is. It's about a mile away and I do it on ocassion and it's a nice walk.Today as I was walking there, I was reminded to keep a flexible mind, along the lines of "you...