I think
I think the journey of any man and woman will always be incomplete.
I have so found the need to covet my thoughts and epiphanies in a way to
validate and promote that I have somehow found health - that I have somehow
the reasoning that suggests ultimate health and a sense of salubriety - a sense
of justification or clarity.
I don't think that is ever possible...the pursuit of wisdom or clarity. I really try
to find some sense of purpose in what I experience - and when I bring up my findings
with my therapist - I hope that in some way that will justify or validate my existence
and growth - but we're always a work in progress. I am trying real hard to make
a path for myself - but there will always be holes enough - maybe - to let more light in.
I am just saying....Maybe it's the fatigue at the end of the day that's 'talking' - but in my isolation
I know that thoughts come and go - thoughts I feel like I should record and share - that might
offer a purpose - but I forget them only to find myself again - going through the paces and living life.
And maybe that's ok. Just watched the movie "The Way we Were" on PBS. I marvel at what a beautiful
film that was. I miss the 70s - though I was a child back then. Anyways - Sending good vibes out there.
That you feel snug and secure - and honestly loved by life and content. It's hard to come by. But I feel it
when I come on here - and write.
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sorry my mind has got the better of me today. I wish there weren't so much confusion about stuff. Sometimes I just can't keep up with all the changes. I'd rather be with friends who could call me 'a tosser' while I try and sort things out lol :)
I think your mind is so very interesting Marky..... I hate for you when you're struggling … You share your wisdom and kindness though and I am thankful to be a recipient of it.....xo
My wanderer sense believes the destination is but an excuse for the journey. The journey, with its ever-shifting variables, is the joy. My personal favorite expressions of this sense were found in the discussions of "Sand Art." Several cultures of the world practice Sand Art as part of their religion and/or philosophy. The accompanying meditations get my vote for divinity.
"Tosser" is a fair synonym for my "questioner" moniker. Sort freely, sort often, my tosser. Tossing is but one step in my own strictly personal questioning journey. Controlling outcomes is a different step, altogether. in the confines of my wandering mind.
thanks Jan and arfie! I really appreciate your comraderie. Peace!