malibumark

....just to tell you what I am thinking about. Over the weekend and today a lotgoes on and I lose sight of the essentials at times... get lost in thought...and so....I have to remind myself to be...

I'm focusing on saving as much as I can. Starbucks is my one indulgence. Any purchase I make I record in a notebook and that helps me keep disciplined and aware. My Dad surprises me sometimes with...

A lot of the times I have a hard time planning my time, outside of the daily routines...the daily routines are wonderful saving graces...that I've developed over time...my doctor has told me that the...

it's the wee hours of the morning..I woke up and got a coffee when the shop opened.i've got CNN on and I am drinking coffee..for some reason I can't seem to focus or decide to do anything and my...

I felt really messed up this morning...unable to see reasonand such -  but I have decided I am not going to give up!I will keep on keeping on...!!You guys keep me 'in the game' of life...never give...

I don't have a really complicated routine on Saturdays.I get up before the dawn, I throw on some clothes, play with Blue,and then go to the Starbucks to get the same coffee, I get most days.I went...

I don't know if this will make sense, or help anyone, I hope it helps.I found today that going with my feelings isn't always possible - I know thatbecause I kick my butt at work and life - but to...

just hanging out today...i went for a mile walk around the park and it was SO nice..relaxing and energizing togetherness with nature and outdoors folks.things here are good...I think I'll wash the...

I started to write a post last night - but I kept it in my drafts. I wrote an email essay as well - but didn't send it.I find there are sometimes when I get so out of control with my thoughts and...

life is good today. I must admit it's been progressively getting better and better (my days that is.)I still have my struggles, but I am seemingly more ready to handle my issues -habituated to the...

i don't really understand it- but as the day wears on I have this crazy longing inside- as is every day really - it manifests in different ways - different evolutions - with different solutionsto set...

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not much is going on today - but I am glad for it - stuff in the news is too crazy, scary and upsetting.I went to work this morning. Came home... and got down on my hands and knees to play with...

went to the dentist today for a cleaning, then right afterword I drove up tovisit with my brother in Ojai,CA. I gave him something he is helping me withand then we walked to get a vegan burrito. We...

silver linings:went to my family's house today and we went for a long walk.I came back to my place later on and just started to not feel so great at managing my energies.I wish I could relax - but I...