malibumark

I'm struggling again, but have to save myself. Hopefullywriting is something of a creative process that will engage mythoughts and feelings and spirit and will produce somethingspecial as a result.it...

I went to work this morning - felt my age at times...then came home and fed the Blue-sterand then took a shower - dressed and did some errands - got a coffee - it's so funny howthe whole shop knows...

I think when my need in life becomes subjectiveI have a hard time seeing passed my nose.Things get too subjective and depression or sloth set in.Luckily I caught it today. Work in the morning at...

Too much time alone and life can start to haunt me. I am so glad I have Blue to focus on and also internet access so I can keep in touch 

just volunteered for a project for my brother's business.I definitely need to have something more to do than just sit aroundafter work - although I need the rest and downtime - it's probably at...

things are amazingly better today, life is showing me good things,and though it started with me feeling ill at ease - at that moment while waiting for work to starti decided toreach out to a friend...

I am tired of my cable bill. I like what I can watch on cable but its cost is wayyyyyyy out of hand. I am going to get sling tv. I probably won't be able to watch so much of what I like, but I'll be...

I woke this morning, and got dressed right away..I keep my clothes readyon the rocking chair next to my bed. I had this same rocking chair in my bedroomwhen I was a child with all my stuffed animals...

journalling definitely is a comfort, and perhaps it's not the same for me as drawing a drawingor painting a painting but I definitely have realized that coming here and producing some kindof writing...

I have often marveled at those who can take an idea and make it into somethingmore than just an idea. They may make the idea into a piece art or product that they put into the common marketplaceof...

i've decided today while at work that I would keep one foot, as much as I can, in commonality. It really is helping me see what I go through, what we all gothrough as part of the human experience....

i don't how people conduct their lives without serious detoursor a feeling of being totally lost like i do and then get back on pathwith work or relationships.Just writing this out is helping me to...

....just to tell you what I am thinking about. Over the weekend and today a lotgoes on and I lose sight of the essentials at times... get lost in thought...and so....I have to remind myself to be...