What to do
Have done well food wise te past few days.
I heard an interesting story on the radio station I listen to. a man was saying how he was a lifeguard and absolutely loved his job. The hardest and scariest part of his job was when I large mean man was drowning. If he jumped in to help the guy would fight and they would both end up drowning. So what do you do? He said that he waits until the last minute when the man is at his weakest. He then goes in and saves him. He related this to what he feels god does to him sometimes. At times he has to get to a weak state or be bad off before god comes down and things get better.
In a way I can see myself in yhat scenario. I have to get myself to the worst place before I turn it around.
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Another topic..
On Wednesday night my father called me on his way home from work to say that Greg Fuller wanted me to send him my resume. this is a guy on yhe crew team my father and I are on. I was shocked when my dad told me this. Eventually when my dad got home he forwarded me the conversations he had with Greg and it ended up being that Greg had posted a message on Facebook saying "looking for applicants who are interested in working with a fast paced, rapidly growing healthcare company". So my father messages him saying I was looking for a position in the field and wondered if there may e a position that would fit me. I was bummed- the way my dad talked to me on the phone was that he reached out regarding me. But whatever it's an opportunity.
So I looked at the company online to see what this was about- I had no idea. To be very honest it gives me no interest what so ever. I'm not into the technology for health professionals. Actually to be honest, I still don't understand a lot of this company. I really do not want to do this, but I felt like the opportunity was given to me so I should see how it turns out. I emailed my resume to Greg. He responded almost immediately and said he forwarded it internally. He then gave me places to do look online to do research about the company and positions etc. though I have no idea what the position even is. He said consultant. But I just received a message from a lady in the company asking to schedule a time for a phone interview. She said for an analyst position. Fuck I don't want to do this. I have no interest in this what so ever. Ah I don't know what to do. I feel I need to do the interview because I owe it to both Greg and my father. So now I need to do a lot of research about the company etc to figure out what the hell it is all about.
I would much rather work with animals. Blehh
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Will post later on my appt with Joanna today- it felt successful.
Oh and my mother did send an email to Jill. Grr
I heard an interesting story on the radio station I listen to. a man was saying how he was a lifeguard and absolutely loved his job. The hardest and scariest part of his job was when I large mean man was drowning. If he jumped in to help the guy would fight and they would both end up drowning. So what do you do? He said that he waits until the last minute when the man is at his weakest. He then goes in and saves him. He related this to what he feels god does to him sometimes. At times he has to get to a weak state or be bad off before god comes down and things get better.
In a way I can see myself in yhat scenario. I have to get myself to the worst place before I turn it around.
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Another topic..
On Wednesday night my father called me on his way home from work to say that Greg Fuller wanted me to send him my resume. this is a guy on yhe crew team my father and I are on. I was shocked when my dad told me this. Eventually when my dad got home he forwarded me the conversations he had with Greg and it ended up being that Greg had posted a message on Facebook saying "looking for applicants who are interested in working with a fast paced, rapidly growing healthcare company". So my father messages him saying I was looking for a position in the field and wondered if there may e a position that would fit me. I was bummed- the way my dad talked to me on the phone was that he reached out regarding me. But whatever it's an opportunity.
So I looked at the company online to see what this was about- I had no idea. To be very honest it gives me no interest what so ever. I'm not into the technology for health professionals. Actually to be honest, I still don't understand a lot of this company. I really do not want to do this, but I felt like the opportunity was given to me so I should see how it turns out. I emailed my resume to Greg. He responded almost immediately and said he forwarded it internally. He then gave me places to do look online to do research about the company and positions etc. though I have no idea what the position even is. He said consultant. But I just received a message from a lady in the company asking to schedule a time for a phone interview. She said for an analyst position. Fuck I don't want to do this. I have no interest in this what so ever. Ah I don't know what to do. I feel I need to do the interview because I owe it to both Greg and my father. So now I need to do a lot of research about the company etc to figure out what the hell it is all about.
I would much rather work with animals. Blehh
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Will post later on my appt with Joanna today- it felt successful.
Oh and my mother did send an email to Jill. Grr
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Nice story but don\'t use it as an excuse to play into ed.
You don\'t owe anybody anything. Granted it is nice of your dad to look out for a possible job opportunity but before he makes contact with those people he should ask you if you are even interested. Do what I did with the job, cancel the interview and tell them you are not interested. Dad might not understand but so what. You are an adult and will feel great that you made your own decision.
agreee completely with karin, cant reallt say anymore. you need to do what you want and feel comfortable with.