FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU MIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

So I refused to talk about the sex and shit stuff today in session, but I did send her an email with EVERYTHING. I didn't want to have our last session before not seeing her for two weeks to end with that. I didn't want to start the time away on a bad note. The session was good. I was trying to be extremely positive about the next two weeks. I have planned and packed many things into each day to keep me extra busy. The buiser I am the less time my mind has to wander.
My sister came over today. As usual the plans we had made got changed because of one thing or another. I talked to Joanna about everything. But I just kind of rolled with what my sister said and then let it out when i saw Joanna. After seeing Joanna Alyssa said many more things that were frustrating for me, but I just rolled with it again.  Until one thing she said she had been meaning to tell me. This goes back to the whole coaching thing. A friend of Alyssa's who graduated last year was talking to her and in the conversation he asked her how my novice group was this year. This guy is a great kid!  Alyssa told him that I quit etc. 
 
A few days later he chatted with Alyssa again and said that he had talked to Mike (apparently they talked every so often) and asked why I had left. The guy told Alyssa that Mike told him that he "cannot repeat" certain things, but that Mike basically said that "from his view, she thought she was a lot more important to the team/held a lot more influence than she actually did and that when she tried to do her whole "power play" thing, he was just like "whatever, I'll find someone else".
 
I am furious now. First balling my eyes out and now pissed to high hell. Really? I can not believe he said that. First I believe this is complete bullshit. But then I question myself, am I thought of like that? NO- other people would of said shit if that were the case. But maybe I am? The Secondly, does a fucking head coach say this shit about other coaches? That is fucking wrong- I really want to rip him a new asshole. He is a fucking pain the ass who is full of shit. I wish I could scream to the world the things he has said about me. 
 
I am kind of in shock. I don't know what to do. I desperately want to give him my piece of mind- but at the same time I know that is wrong. I am beyond upset- now filled with rage and tears. I wish this had happened yesterday so I could of talked about this today in session. But no, shit always happens at the wrong time.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Ok, Mike is an ass and of course he turns the whole thing to look cool himself and make you out to be the loser. Human nature. I would be pissed too, but Jesus girl, you are going overboard. You did what you believed in and you know it and that\'s all that\'s important. People will always lie and make themselves look important. As long as you and your loved ones know about your integrity it\'s all good.
ann54
ann54

mike has proven himself to be a total asshole. as karin said, people will always turn things around so thier not at fault.you need to calm down, you thought your decsion over carefully and made what was right to you. that is all that matters, and you know the truth.