lyrics/songs
Just came across this song/video. It really hit me hard. So familiar. Seems like a theme song for me...
http://youtu.be/NVVrT_wNw_Y
Watched the video Marry the Night by Lady Gaga. First of all, I am in love with her. We have the same name, same about of tattoos, same height, same amount of siblings...omg I could go on lol. ANYWAYS- it was....interesting.
I watched/listened to the official video, about 13 minutes long. There are parts that are really good, but others that reallys hould be avaoided as it could be triggering for some.
I really like what is said from the beginning up until 50seconds. Then it gets creepy and triggering.
She says, "When I look back on my life, it's not that I don't want to see things exactly as they happened, it's just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And, truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it. Clinical psychology tells us, arguably, that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum psychics, they can be lost forever. It's sort of like my past is an unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes and make it beautiful again."
http://youtu.be/NVVrT_wNw_Y
Watched the video Marry the Night by Lady Gaga. First of all, I am in love with her. We have the same name, same about of tattoos, same height, same amount of siblings...omg I could go on lol. ANYWAYS- it was....interesting.
I watched/listened to the official video, about 13 minutes long. There are parts that are really good, but others that reallys hould be avaoided as it could be triggering for some.
I really like what is said from the beginning up until 50seconds. Then it gets creepy and triggering.
She says, "When I look back on my life, it's not that I don't want to see things exactly as they happened, it's just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And, truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it. Clinical psychology tells us, arguably, that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum psychics, they can be lost forever. It's sort of like my past is an unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes and make it beautiful again."
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that is creepy, and weird too. do ou agree with her sayings?
i like the way she thinks about them \"looking at them in an artistic way\" and how she wants to fill in the ugly holes and make them beautiful again. you can repaint things that have happened to you- you can think of them differently and in a more positive life. just because it was negative you don\'t just have to forget about it- you can redraw, re picture, rethink the experiences.
so let me ask you how do I turn being molested by my dad into something more positive and make it beautiful \"again\"? Might have been beautiful for him if that counts.
okay well obviously everything can\'t be turned into something beautiful- i was trying to be positive here.
clearly i should just shut my fucking mouth sometimes
no worries, I was just really pissed when I read that