missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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i think that we as people have this 6th sense if u will....kind of like a alarm system that let's us know whatsup b4 it happens...u know kind of like how a woman who's pregnant and doesn't know it...
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i HATE food, i HATE calories, i HATE my thin body, id HATE a fat one even more (please dont anyone say how about a healthy one?), i HATE how food has such an effect on us......too much and u will...
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116.5....6ft tall and 116.5 lbs....1.5 more pounds and im gonna jump into action....right? i hope ...isnt it sad that i always feel compelled to put my height after my weight...cuz my ED tells me...
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who wakes up in the morning and just doesnt wanna get up outta bed and face things? who doesnt have the energy to sit up and haul their booty outta beddy bye in the morning? if either of these...
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well i am 6 ft tall and at 117 lbs....i calculated my bmi and it's at 15.47....i know that's a tad low....and i know that i should do something about it now rather than wait until 115...but i just...
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hmm....down another 1.5 lbs....well actually more....i was 118 as of 10 o'clock last night....so i had a shitload of liquids in me by that point....liquids being water, coffee, and diet soda.....so...
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my throat is killing me....it's those kids at the preschool! i spend all day repeating things over and over again...and telling kids "no thank u...we do not hit our friends" "use ur walking feet" "we...
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i got to run my own classroom today...it was just me and the preschoolers...and we did what i decided we were gonna do...we went outside when i decided we would...and we stayed out until i said it's...
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im all over the place today with my thoughts so here goes....1) i was so mad last night cuz i came home from the coffee place where i actually studied for a test (woo hoo!!! i took that test today...
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just had the biggest convo with my rents that i have had in awhile....we talked about school...and i told them that i no longer wanna be an accountant and that i wanna resign that course...but i...
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well i just got home from my date with my bf james....it went alright....we went shopping and then to a movie.....and omg! i got 2 new pairs of adidas superstars....i have always been obsessed with...
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omg....i am failing college so bad!! i hate this....i cannot concentrate...and i cannot tell anyone in my life about my stress over this cuz they will just be snotty about it because it's all my ED's...
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somebody please tell me...when did fat become a valid feeling¿?¿? i know im not fat...but i feel fat....like i feel anxiety coming on because i think that i am in the midst of gaining weight...i...
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***** WARNING WEIGHT CALORIES MENTIONED*****disclaimer: I am not writing to make anyone try and cure me, i dont mean to sound whiny while im journaling......this is my journal and i feel as though im...
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i feel as though i am just merely existing rather than living...i hate this feeling that i have when it comes to the quality of my life...i feel like i am just watching other people live rather than...
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