missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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so many thoughts racing through my head...i can never get them all out...i always remember other things that i wanted to say whenever i finish my journal entry...well lets see how well i do...1) i...
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i have so much swimming around in my head...but i worry that if i write it all down then my entry will look too long and then no one will read it cuz i dont when i see long ass entries...ok well i...
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i just got home from the movies with charlie...we saw the simpsons movie..it was funny...u know what else was funny? charlie didnt make any sort of move on me in the theater lol...too nervous? lol i...
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u know what? i dont trust people...people tell me things and promise me things that just dont happen...i have been promised things all my life and have been told things all my life that arent...
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well i went to the fair today finally! charlie couldnt go cuz work kept him til late...so i ended up calling my sisters bf to see if he would accompany me...i ended up with his sister cuz she asked...
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well i didnt go to the fair as planned today....my friend who i havent seen for 2 yrs said that it was too hot out and that he wanted me to come to his house swimming....so i grabbed my little bikini...
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i love my sister to pieces and i feel that i am blessed to have her......and im stoked that she moved home...except for one thing...i feel as though my dad has put her on a pedastal because she is...
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u know what? i like me....i dont wanna be ne body else....i know me...i like being around me...which is good since i dont really get a choice lol....i like the way i look...i like my friends, and my...
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well my dad came back early from his trip....only a few hrs early..but still im not happy about it...o well guess he had to come back sometime......i love him dont get me wrong...its just he hates my...
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well african lion safari was fun! ill post some new pics on here that were taken there....luis didnt come with tracy and i....and im kind of glad that i didnt get ahold of him in time...girls day...
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well my dad is off in syracuse visiting his best friend ..........woo hoo! (opps did i say that outloud?!?!?)well i crawled into bed with my sister last night....it was nice to be able to do that...i...
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i got away with 10 fake pounds added onto me! thats how much that damn belt i constructed weighed.....and i was "up" 7 pounds since my last appt....which means in reality when the math is done....ive...
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i slept in til 1:30 pm today....love that!....and then i read for 1 and 1/2 hours...i love reading...such a grand escape...i then took a shower and got on with life....when my dad came home from work...
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why cant my father just accept me as i am?!?!? im not perfect and im sorry about that.....yesterday, my parents were going for a walk (and my ed doesnt like to sit around while others are exercising)...
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missy has fucked up again everyone!!! just thought id reassure everyone that all is right in the world....because i continue to fuck things up!....i overslept today and woke up right when i was...
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