missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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since when did we get to write in color? wow i like this...makes everything seem a little bit better when it is written in pink...hehe wow i could go on and on about how great being able to see...
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i like totally jsut stared at the computer screen in awe of how many people respond to my journal.....i totally do not feel worth ur guys' time......wow thank u....i know that i dont give myself alot...
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today my therapist compared me to a log floating in a river.....i am taking direction from everything and everyone else around me and i dont get to do what i want to do with my life...i do everything...
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so today i cleaned out my closet a little bit...packed up some clothes i dont wear anymore and donated them to goodwill...then i went and tried to buy some more colored contacts...found out that im...
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i've been thinking...i've realized that...i do not need anyone in this world other than myself....yes i do like to be around people sometimes...and dont get me wrong...i love my family and friends...
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i go through moods....some days i am depressed...some days i am happy go lucky and am on top of the world...some days i dont wanna be near anyone...and some days i absolutely love everyone...today i...
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the past three days...i have been to the movies three times lol...ive seen spiderman 3 twice...and i saw shrek 3 tonight...loved it...it was cute....im likin my new car...cuz its mine! its in my...
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well i spent my afternoon at the dmv...im glad my sister went with me...y does putting a car on the road have to be such a frikin huge hoopla??? dang i swear...this is a conspiracy to make the...
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well its 8am.......showed up to school for a final.......guess i dont have one for this class....got my ass out of bed this early for nothing....i think im gonna go home and sleep til 10:30 then come...
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went to therapy today....didn't get to go last week cuz of traffic court...my therapist told me that i need to stop trying to make my dad proud of me by doing things extremely well...i need to do...
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y does my father not love me? well ok...i know he loves me he's my father so it's kind of like an unwritten rule that he HAS to...and he goes about showing it the wrong way....he treats me like shit...
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ahh yes...the day of the mother's...or mother's day....another one of society's excuses for a big dinner party!! ugh...so i worked until 5....came home to a house full of people (my parents love love...
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feelin loads better.....not happy go lucky normal me yet...but not i dont wanna do anything leave me the fuck alone me either....so i guess that's something....went to school....i found out that i...
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no one is gonna pull me out of this depression other than me....i know this...so i must get to it...i have been trying to focus on the positives at hand...school is coming to a close....i just got an...
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i seem to be in a funk...im like in depression mode or something...people are noticing....o well....some days i can pretend to be happy and smile for the world...but then when im by myself and do not...
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