116.5....6ft tall and 116.5 lbs....1.5 more pounds and im gonna jump into action....right? i hope 
...isnt it sad that i always feel compelled to put my height after my weight...cuz my ED tells me that if i werent so tall, u guys might think that i am a fat, bad, and stupid anorexic.....this is what ED is telling me...so i must therefore justify my weight with my height...god how stupid right?
this every weekend off thing is killin me....cuz when ur busy, u dont have time to notice the abscence of food...and also, u dont feel so lazy...but hopefully, having weekends off will help me keep the weight i have rather than cause me to lose more...less moving around means less cals burned.....
today i went to panera, drank coffee, and read my psychology book for school......then i went and bought another pumpkin and went to my bff's house and carved with her....had fun =P......o yea, and i saw a guy get pulled over and arrested...and it so looked like one of my old college teachers....so i turned around and went back...lol...i was such a rubber necker....but it wasnt him.......wouldnt it have been weird if it was?
o yea, another thing about having no plans and nothing to do on the weekends is that it allows for depression to seep in......i was feeling very sad and lonely today...........i need a hug
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(((((((hugs))))))) I hear ya there about the depression thing. I think the season change has a lot to do with it too.
big hugs to you sweetie pie...1.5 togo mel, Im watching you girl.... always watching...mwah ha ha ha! Just kidding... come on lady... dont let it win... its sure doing a good job at the mo huh??
I love you, x
I understand Missy. Maybe you can look into something like volunteering on the weekends to deal with the depression. I don\'t know. Just an idea. Have a great week!!
I had a rough weekend too, Melissa. Here\'s a big hug for you... squeeeeeeeeze.
***BIG HUGS***
Neil and I are carving our pumpkin this weekend!
hughughug.
if i could get to ny magicaly, i would come and give yuu a hug babe!
i love yuu.