well i just got home from my date with my bf james....it went alright....we went shopping and then to a movie.....and omg! i got 2 new pairs of adidas superstars....i have always been obsessed with these shoes...hehe i love love love them..and i own pretty much every color =P...we went and saw the heartbreak kid (it has ben stiller in it) it was alright****WARNING WEIGHT MENTIONED!!!****my weight as of this morning is 119.5....i am 6 ft tall and 119.5 lbs....i wonder what my bmi is......my bff tracy told me that she noticed last night that i have lost weight (her and i dont see each other everyday like we used to...due to our jobs and school)....so it had been like a week since she'd seen me....guess im dropping fast....but like i told lily....when and if i get to 115....i will act.....cuz then i will know that i dont have time to play with....i was on deaths door last yr when i went inpatient...and im getting closer and closer to that weight....but i wont let myself get there....115 and im adding food......that's final.....and please dont anyone tell me to start eating more now....ur just wasting ur breath with that one
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I won\'t tell you to \"just eat more\" because that\'s not what the ED is about. However, I will say that I\'m concerned because you are a wonderful friend, and I would hate to lose you. :( Tracey is right, and I suppose friends listen to friends, eh? Take care of yourself as much as you can in the meantime, okay?
And lucky! I want new shoes so bad. I have a pair of black Pumas that I have had since last April and they are all worn down in the bach since they are all I wear. :) I totally wanna go to the Goodwill tomorrow and get new clothes and shit...all my clothes are old. Heheh.
I love you Melissa, and don\'t you forget that!!!
But I am with you on not getting treatment until I\'m at a certain weight. I\'m just trying for ten more pounds and then hopefully THEN I can convince myself to knock this off (right /sarcasm).
Stay safe! You are important to so many people. I love those shoes too :)
please be safe.
btw, congrats on the shoes thats fantastic :)
lots of love
so missy, you got 4lbs right... 4lbs to play with??? come on girl... you know it i dont even gotta say it.. i love ya, tis all, x