missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
the silence between my father and i is deafining...if that makes any sense...the tension between us is like a big pink elephant in the middle of the room that nobody wants to talk about...and this...
-
ive been calling/talking to erica who is currently in treatment....she wants me to inform u all that she is gaining weight like a champ (10.4 lbs in 3 days)....she says that she looks like the...
-
fuck fuck fuck! my grades are not fairing well!!!!! i just totally failed my psych test!!! and i got a 67 on my accounting quiz.....my goddamned ED isnt making school an easier....but that is not the...
-
just another day in the life of missy...and sadly included in there is EDwent to work where i dealt with the same dumb customers...u know all of them who each ask when the ice cream stand is closing...
-
when i woke up this morning i had alot on my plate.....i had to1) go to my old high school to have my high school transcripts sent to my college cuz for some reason my college went and lost them2) go...
-
alright well i have decided that i hate walking around campus and seeing the other girls!!! so many of them have these cute cute bodies! they arent uber skinny, but they are thin...and they fill out...
-
this is going to sound so sick a twisted but alas, this is my journal and i will say what is on my mind.....i have realized that in a way, i DO miss the inpatient hospital stay and the partial...
-
i feel as though i am sitting in the middle of a huge battleground....from one side i hear screams from my ED saying "dont eat too much! dont get fat! u dont deserve to eat! everyone wants the...
-
whatever genius came up with "people with EDs use sleep as an escape/coping mechanism" was obviously on fucking crack!....i can't even get away from my ED while im sleeping! i have dreams where i...
-
in today's news....i got the job! i am now a teacher's assistant at a preschool/day care! lol the title sounds so much better than ice cream scooper which im doing currently.....i start the 1st week...
-
triggered...i hate that word...but alas, i must use it cuz i dont feel like thinking of another term to use........i was totally triggered yesterday when i proceeded to go into CVS on campus to...
-
i had my interview at the daycare/preschool today...it went alright...i should know by the end of the week if i got the job or not....i want it cuz i need another job as soon as the place where im...
-
ya know...i was thinking today (dangerous yesi know)...and u know what has happened? i as well as im sure pretty much everyone on DS has normalized their ED...in our eyes, since it is familiar and...
-
121.5..........6 ft tall and 121.5 lbs.......was 123......before that 124.5......my body loves to jump down 1.5 lbs at a time i guess....so after weighing myself this morning, i was in the shower...
-
last night was pretty fun! i went to tracy's, met up with my bf james there....we watched City of Angels b/c i love the movie....then we all went to bed........i love sleeping with James...we slept...
dd