i got to run my own classroom today...it was just me and the preschoolers...and we did what i decided we were gonna do...we went outside when i decided we would...and we stayed out until i said it's time to go in....i ran circle time, snacktime, and play time....felt pretty good to have the say and the power as a teacher! i like being miss melissa =)im feeling kind of unsure at the moment...i feel as though everyone that i have come close to is leaving me...if this were the farmer in the dell which we play at the preschool....i'd be the cheese...cuz i feel like im standing alonethoughts for today:chairs are getting harderdoors are getting harder to push open (i feel so stupid when i go to nudge the door with my hip and nothing happens...i like slam into the thing....)when i'm in my car...i have my heat on full blast....and i feel comfortable...but my skin is obviously burning cuz it's turning bright red...yet i don't feel it...i feel just comfortable...kind of worries me
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Congrats on running your own class today! That sounds so cool! I know what you mean when you feel like you stand alone. So abandonded and theirs nothing you can do about it. I totally get what you mean with the doors. I have had my fair share of run ins with them especially at school. Their unusually heavy for anyone, but for me, I have to wait for someone to go throough first! Who said that shivelry is dead? I think that you should see a doc about your decreased temp. Your skin turning bright red and you not feeling it is definately not a good sign.
miss melissa!gahhh!i love it!
congrats on yuur own class.i\'m suree yuu did great.
coldness...yuur body doesnt have the food to make the energy to make yuu warm..this is kinda needed babes...eating wont make yuu fat!it\'ll make yuur body warm.
dude i so know what your talking about with the doors. i have to put my shoulder and whole body weight into most doors to open them. and the cold thing, they freeze me out at work. 72 that\'s what temp. it is all day there.
yeah the door thing... happenens to me too and the chair thing... my ass always hurts! I was leaving starbucks with two massivo drinks yesterday and i couldnt push the door at all.... felt ridiculous... then a guy leapt up and did it for me ( nice too..!) i walked thru... it swug back and sent my flying... hmmmmmmm slightly red inthe face after...
Well done for running your own class, you should feel really proud of yourself.
hey missy....it\'s so awesome that you are miss melissa now!!! Hey...maybe recovery is something that\'s a good thing to get with too...you have such a great job now..the kids obviously love you...and you want to keep being miss melissa..so justuse all these things for your motivation...I\'m so happy for you!!!!! Jenny
Congratulations on running the show \"Miss Melissa\" You are so cool! I went to my son\'s football game by myself last night and I felt exactly like the cheese. All the other moms were in their little stupid cliques and didn\'t even talk to me. Well fuck em\' all. I\'m a good person, and so are you. XOXOXO
what are you going to do? nobody can help you or fix you or save you but yourself. if you sit idly by, you are going to die. period. i no longer know what to say to you, you don\'t want help, you don\'t want to try. i\'m not trying to be mean, i care, but it pisses me off thinking someone i care about is allowing themselves to die without even putting up a fight.