missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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so i am headed to this beach bar tomorrow with some friends...and i am actually looking forward to it! only slight anxiety about food...but i am packing a cooler with a few things i know i can...
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so i just read my last entry....i was at my breaking point but that continued on that way for almost 2 more years...spending nearly $300 a week on food...filling a 10 gallon trash can with vomit...
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Im back to DS...not sure if i have friends/support left on here....i am going to update my journal here in a bit....not sure anyone will read it but that's ok
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So I've moved back home almost a year ago...got a job as an insurance agent at one of the biggest insurance companies out there ... I have my license to sell insurance and due to my perfectionistic...
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I'm back...and I need people who understand ...I need support...do I have anyone left?
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i eat so mucb and have lost 18 lbs....puking is great =)....=(
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have only b/p a few times .....but i am purging a lot of what i do eat....it only amounts to one purging session cuz i pretty much eat all my days food at once.....im down 12 lbs....sadly im ecstatic
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Day two no b/p in the AM....thank u valium
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dr prescribed me valium to keep me asleep so i dont b/p in the morning....i didnt b/p this morning! thank god for my dr....i feel good
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1/2 a box of rice krispies....ham and cheese sandwich...eight packets of oatmeal....some wheat thins triscuits.and pretzels...and a piece of a kit katim not doing this tomorrow....im going to...
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well it's been awhile ladies....im sorry ive strayed...i jst hope i still have support on hereim a healthy weight....i have mixed emotions about this....i look normal ....yah! ,but i feel out of...
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not really much time to write tonight....gotta get to bed...spent a good deal of the night packing up my stuff in a ryan free house....after work i had gone to my parents house to get the boxes...got...
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not really much time to write tonight....gotta get to bed...spent a good deal of the night packing up my stuff in a ryan free house....after work i had gone to my parents house to get the boxes...got...
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not really much time to write tonight....gotta get to bed...spent a good deal of the night packing up my stuff in a ryan free house....after work i had gone to my parents house to get the boxes...got...
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today after a day's worth of liquids such as diet coke and coffee...missy weighs in at 113.5....im 6 ft tall and weigh 113.5 with liquid in my tummy...cant help but wonder what i weigh without...
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