missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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my sister has just informed me that she lied to the colleges that she;s applying for for scholarships.....she made up a sap story hoping to capture their hearts and in turn their check...
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well i went to my morning class this morning which happens to be weight training (there wasnt much else open lol)...im doing sit ups...and i remember how good they feel...this i know is not good...
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drama drama drama.....im 20 yrs old and am already sick of the dating game and the way men think of me as an object...they seem to want me to be their arm candy...i dont mind that they find me...
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well let's see...my day is off to a rip roaring start...i went to the fitness center at school for my 9am class....im working out and all and this woman named donna says something that i love love...
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actually sat down to dinner with the family...which is huge 4 me!!! yeah!! didnt eat much but still...i made it to the table!!!! finished my last paper for college...another yeah!!!......fought with...
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BROKEN CAR...cannot be repaired...need to junk it...need another vehicle...need a job.....life's a mess....food intake is low ....crap
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i had a nice day....went 2 school...did what i needed to do there...then i came home took a nap after finishing a book that i had been reading and going to the library to return it and get some...
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FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK..........i have lost weight AGAIN!!!....i weighed myself yesterday .....down a pound ok w/e....today i weighed myself right after i got out of the shower...so i was soaking...
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i was just on myspace....got caught up looking at my ex's page....i found out which girl he decided was more worth his time than me...i know the one he decided to cheat on me with....her middle name...
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something else my therapist said about me is so very very true...nothing i do is ever good enough in my eyes...once i finish something im kicking myself because i still have other things to get...
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well my ED got some stroking today....i know my therapist was making a point but it stuck with me how true it is.....i am a good anorexic...i am one of the best anorexics she has ever seen or heard...
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i feel as though i obsess about my ED...ana is in my thoughts all of the time...not a day goes by (or it seems like not a minute goes by) when she is not in my mind haunting my thoughts and ruining...
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620 620 620.......today's magic number is 620........=(.....off to the therapist tomorrow then my coffee date with craig.....my therapist told my parents that they are not to comment on my...
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well i am at school...and thoroughly disgusted with alot of the kids here...every where i look...pizza and pop tarts...im sorry but it does not get any worse than pop tarts...i was forced to eat them...
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food seems to be getting tougher for me these days.....let's just say my calorie total is lower than yesterday......i tried to eat some asparagus for dinner...it was good (1st time i ever had...
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