missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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i have this thing i like to do...it's rather sick...i like to keep tabulating my calories that i already have consumed and the ones that i plan to consume by the end of the day...and i add them up...
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u know the old say there's no rest for the weary? well having an ED makes u one of the weariest people out there...even when im supposed to be resting...my ED creeps up on me...yes i have dreams...
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i do alot of thinking while im driving...so at the moment i feel the need to share some of these wonderous thoughts that passed through my brain both on the way to and on the way home from my daily...
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well ive been trying all i can to get alot of my school work done...but i feel that by sitting here and doing my school work that i am lazy because im not up walking around and being physical...this...
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well i have finally gotten out of bed...i woke up at like 12:30 and layed in bed reading til 1:45....now i feel lazy and i hate the feeling of being lazy....cuz i feel that being lazy means i do not...
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well i just finished up a little bit of schoolwork...i still have more to go but at the moment i am celebrating this little victory!!! it's currently 6pm...and i have not managed to eat anything...
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well i had a family therapy session today...it wasnt too bad...well by that i mean it was bad but it could have been worse i guess.....my parents kept insisting that i should go back to...
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well the day had some ups and downs...unfortunateky more downs than ups.....1st for the good news...i told the new bf about the ED and he was really understanding about it and assured me that he isnt...
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J'ai regrettea listi am sorry......1) for all of the stress i have caused those who are closest to me2) for bringing my parents to their wits end time and time again3) for not being strong enough to...
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well let me sum up my day...1) made it through easter dinner without eating a thing and without anyone but me knowing i didnt eat a thing (woo hoo)2) typed up 10 page paper (woo hoo)3)cousin who has...
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i feel a bit better.....i got most of my psych paper done today...ive spent a good part of easter typing away...typed about 10 pages and now i feel a little less stressed.....i feel so devious right...
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well i did what i wanted...i went to bingo...i won $91 woo hoo....and now after fighting with craig he's being all nice to me and wants me to sleepover his house monday night.......what the hell is...
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today sucks..my so called new bf craig seems to think that i need to call him everyday...im sorry but i am not needy like this and i dont want a guy who is needy either....we got into a screaming...
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well today was nice and relaxing except for the part of it that i spent dodging phone calls....this guy matt and some of my friends from college wanted me to come to this hotel party tonight...but i...
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well i got up at 12:30 woo hoo!!! i love vacation!!! did some housework so that i could feel like i deserve to eat something later.....ok this might sound weird but i get really protective of my safe...
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