missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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my crush from 3rd grade (james) is coming over tomorrow! i havent seen him in 11 years!!! im so excited/ nervous.....even after all these years, he still gives me that warm fuzzy feeling...except the...
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had therapy today...told my therapist that i think i wanna do every other weeks appts wiht her when school starts...cuz its kinda a pain in the ass to plan things around that appt....she said taht...
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was off work today...didnt do too much.....went to my aunts for her bday....my mom said that i should have a tiny piece of cake....then she said ok a bite....and then she sat down next to me and...
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so my 3rd grade crush that i found again on myspace remembered me...and we r talking again! we get along amazingly...and funny thing is...after 11 yrs, he still gives me that warm fuzzy...
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so tired of food...it's everywhere...pretty much all events have it present....we have to face it everyday if we r to live in the real world...and well if we r to live at all.......y can't food be...
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ok u know how our bodies are super smart? like when we deprive ourselves of food, it shuts off hunger signals, and starts shutting down systems that are necessary to life (reproductive), also we yawn...
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thoughts constantly running thru my head.........1) im tired as fuck......no energy....need more food to get more energy2) dont eat more...ull gain weight....and weight = bad....how do i know this?...
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SON OF A FUZZY JELLY BEAN! i have lost ANOTHER pound....wahhhhhhhhh!!!!!! im now 6ft tall and 127 lbs.......i was off work today.......nothing like a lazy day to make u feel as though u shouldnt eat...
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alright well today has been hard foodwise...i got pissed off early on in the day...i got up, showered, and left to go to my weekly therapy session..i accidentally left my cell phone at home...wasnt...
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ok so today was alright...i so set my bff on a date with one of my guy friends......he didnt like her...so i had to break the news to her and i felt bad...cuz he like a guy gave her false hope and...
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grrrr!!! hard ass day...mentally that is...i am so sick of the waging war inside of my head...im glad that no one can hear my thoughts except for me...i would have no friends....i shall share these...
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omg so i totally went golfing this evening with charlie and tracy...and not mini golfing...but real golfing....i so wore a black polo shirt with black and white plaid capris...lol i was so looking...
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i so lost at poker lol......charlie won...and tracy came in 2nd....and she had never played b4!!! but we had fun...omg tracy had me laughing til i cried...i love that girl...im so lucky to have her...
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O FUCK A DUCK! i have lost 2 lbs.....i am now 6ft tall and 128 lbs...shit shit shit.....well i can now wear my size 1/2 pants again.....so i guess thats something positive...but i dont wanna do the...
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i love days when im out of the house ALL day...i dont liek being home cuz my dad is an ass to me....it seems like the moment i step in the door and the moment we make eye contact..he starts in on...
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