CecilBGreen
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- ....but i didn't. I had a really bad anxiety attack. I guess that was what it was. It happened while I was working, which is never good. I was finishing up an appointment at a large hospital. I am used to this hospital and it is easy to get around...
- Sorry about the cross post but i am hoping to get a variety of responses.My therapist wants me to talk about the abuse. The Details. He wants me to actually talk about what actually occurred. Uh huh...That is so hard for me to do. I get so...
- Sorry about the cross post but i am hoping to get a variety of responses.My therapist wants me to talk about the abuse. The Details. He wants me to actually talk about what actually occurred. Uh huh...That is so hard for me to do. I get so...
- I just copy and pasted my last journal entry. I sent my tdoc my journal entries from March 27th onward. now i am worried....ok...terrified.Now i am having anxiety because I emailed those journal entries. My heart is pounding and I feel like running...
- It has been a rough weekend. Partly because I have a cold and feel like crap (silly excise , I know) and partly because I am in one of my depressed moods. I have journaled a lot this weekend. I haven't felt good enough to go out and have just been...
- So yeah....I have really discoved how angry I am. Better yet I know at least part (specifically what i am so P'oed about). I let loose on a different board and it feels kind of good to finally be able to feel some anger and understand what it is...
- I just realized yesterday that the very few long term relationships I have had have ended or gone bad because of sex. I can run the gamut from being hypersexual to no desire at all. No one phase has ever lasted for long (exception being the past...
- I have been getting giggle attacks. I haven't had them in a couple of years. Now I am not complaining because it is sooooo much better than the depression. It is never over something inappropriate like someone being injured or anything like that but...
- I have not been very supportive of anyone lately. I do care....I really do. I have just been caught up in my own stuff. I have been feeling all kinds of emotions that I haven't felt in a long time plus some of the old familiars.The farther I travel...
- Hi,I keep joining then leaving this group. I think because it is so quiet in here. Food is such a huge problem for me and I feel so out of control. I have tried some of the other groups such as Eating Disorders but I know that anorexics are...
- I have had a rough weekend. I have been working hard on getting better but the counseling has opened up a big can of worms. I am remembering things I haven't thought of in years. Not new memories just things I had put away in my head box.Several...
- I was doing good. I was happy for the most part up until yesterday afternoon. It started...the fooking storm cloud passing over head. I am so tired of being a loser, of being disgusting. I am angry with myself. The cycle never ends. To make matters...
- I am on my second day of lamictal increased to 100 mg. It really isn't much but I am feeling pretty damn good. I have all kinds of good ideas and I have about 6 projects going. Can't get anywhere on them. I keep eating (not really a new thing) but...
- This is a touchy subject but honestly I wish it was something we could all learn sooner than we do. So many people on these boards here say they are lonely. They have no friends. People let them down. They feel rejected. No one understands. I have...
- I posted over in the bipolar group about this. i blathered on quite a bit so I'll try to keep it shorter here Fat chance, BTW.2nd appointment with psychiatrist today. he is doing the med management. he was the only one of 3 referrals that was taking...