CecilBGreen
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- I am on day 4 of Fetzima. I have started having diarrhea (sorry if TMI) this has happened with every SSRI I am on. I have tried 9 different meds in 2 years. I am so discouraged. Has anyone had this happen? Does the diarrhea go away. I work and have...
- My upstairs neighbors are arguing again. I hear all sorts of foot stomping, door slamming and general "rumbling" noises.Here is the history on them. I have lived here 4 years and they have lived here 3. When they first moved in it was Gramma, Mom...
- I have a brand spankin' new DBT workbook but haven't done much with it yet. It looks pretty overwhelming and I don't know where to begin. My tdoc has mentioned groups but that isn't in my budget at the moment. He has specifically mentioned something...
- This is an excerpt fro my journal. I am wondering if I have any reason to feel "skeevy" because of the conversation with my brother. Am I being weird or seeing things from a skewed perspective? We talked about other stuff. My dad, my other brothers,...
- I just joined fitness pal but am also looking at the USDA site called myplate (NOT the live strong one) Has anyone tried either of these? I do find that food diaries help me if I keep it up.
- or hot chocolate, or maybe hot tea. Pick your poison.I miss you guys. I have been peeking in on occasion. I found myself getting triggered quite a bit so I backed off. I have been working hard on healing...well more like ripping the old bandages off...
- New med is abilify. I am so tired of everything. Counseling is making it worse. Panic attacks at night, nightmares. Meds aren't working or I can't tolerate the side effects.I hate myself so much. My body hurts all over. I am taking Tylenol and...
- He made me feel special and loved. When the abuse stopped, I felt alone and discarded. My actions were what stopped the abuse. I didnt want to be discarded. I didnt want him to go away; I just wanted him to stop hurting me.I think that is the pain...
- A few of you know I have been having a hard time with depression, anger and anxiety. Lots of intrusive memories. Lots of self hatred. My life has been crap on a cracker lately. I finally had my appointment with the pdoc. We decided to wean off the...
- Once again I want to express how thankful I am to have this group and the pretty great people in it. I am not just sucking up....I mean it.Lately I have been pretty self centered. So much has been bouncing around my head and so very many...
- I am feeling so low these days. My daughter is messing up her life. I am a mess....feeling sad and hopeless. I ache all over from feeling so bad.I am of no help to anyone else. I was in such a bad place last week I even tried to pray. My faith was...
- I experienced some rage the other day. I described it as walking off the edge of a cliff that I didn't know was in front of me. I have had rage before but it has been awhile. It is scary for me....probably it would be for anyone. I acted out on this...
- I get so weary of trolls and pervs in this forum as well as the sex abuse forum. For whatever reason when I was a kid the last people I turned to for help were my parents. Maybe because after the neighbor was done with me my brother would come to me...
- I had to leave work early because I was afraid I would lose it or hurt someone. I am home now...stopped for a burger and fries so I could eat my problems ( I hadn't eaten all day though) TW for language. I cuss and I need to let it out so if you...
- ...crap on a cracker. I have made the macaroni salad. I haven't taken my shower yet. I have an 1.5 hour drive. Gonna see Dad and the brother who abused me. Gonna pretend like it never happened. Gonna try to come to terms with loving people who hurt...