CecilBGreen
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- I just put up a journal entry about me and my daughter. It is rather long but if anyone has the time please read it. I need an outside perspective.
- I just put up a journal entry about me and my daughter. It is rather long but if anyone has the time please read it. I need an outside perspective.Thanks
- I mentioned on the PTSD board that I have been having a lot of nightmares. Like a lot of my dreams they are pretty jumbled and I don't always remember them well or maybe they are just not coherent. One thing they seem to have in common lately is...
- In the middle of a session ( I don't remember what we were talking about) I started feeling pissed off at my therapist and all of the sudden an image flashed in my mind. The image was one of my abuser cutting open a squirrel and putting his fingers...
- When I joined some DS groups and got to the page where one can enter the email of doctors, friends, therapists etc to be part of your support network I went ahead and entered my therapists email. I am now second guessing that choice. How much access...
- When I joined some of the support groups I got to the page that is titled "Build your support network" or something to that effect. It is meant to allow member to include supports such as family, friends, doctors etc. I gave my therapists email and...
- I am struggling with this issue and have been for years. I am wondering if there are others that are too.I struggle with weight issues. I have been thin to fat. When I was 9 I began eating until I vomited. If i remember it was just after the abuse...
- Halloween is one of my favorite holidays. Who doesn't love becoming someone else and bingeing on candy or doing jello shots????It is almost mid September and I only have my mask. I need the rest of the outfit. My friends have already started sewing...
- Hi,I just got the results of my sleep study Wednesday. Apparently I wake up 55 times per hour and my 02 level drops to 84. Anyway the doc said I have severe sleep apnea so next month I go back for another sleep study with a cpap machine.I have been...
- Some people have a "protector" side to their psyche. I have a punisher side. She is evil. She is roaming today looking for a victim. The only way I can keep her on her chain is to let her punish me. She is pure hatred and anger. She is violent. She...
- Yesterday I made a panic call to my therapist because I couldn't concentrate, everything seemed too loud, too bright, I was jumpy, my mind was racing and I wanted to leave work. Years ago I was "non functioning" and I am so afraid that it is going...
- This can't be good for a body. I had to come off the Effexor. Weaned off it slowly but I was still pretty miserable for a few days. Started paxil......5 days in I began with the GI issues. ***** TMI WARNING***I am not talking just a little nausea...
- Has anyone experienced transference when working with a counselor? I know the text book definition but can anyone tell me what the actual real life experience was like. Is it a good thing, a bad thing or an indifferent thing? Is it best to be...
- I posted this over in the sex abuse group earlier. I ended up taking a 90 minute nap and feel a bit better but hoping these withdrawals don't last long.My doc is weaning me off Effexor. I am in the second week of titrating down. 37.5 mg every other...
- My doc is weaning me off Effexor. I am in the second week of titrating down. 37.5 mg every other day.My head hurts, my body aches, I feel like crying, I'm exhausted and I feel like I have low voltage wires running through my body.Anyone else had the...