CecilBGreen
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- .....if just one person would have helped me I would be different than I am today. So many knew about the abuse. No one helped. No one comforted. No one told me I wasn't bad. The psychiatrist didn't even help. He asked me , "It wasn't REALLY that...
- This is a really nasty memory and involves a hurt animal so please dont read if it will trigger you. I need to get this out of my head and put it in proper perspective. The past week I have been feeling numb and distracted. My mind has been on...
- I am cross posting this because I am not sure if it is part of depression or something else and I am not sure if others have experienced it.Sometimes I feel numb. A lot of times I feel numb. I feel like I don't really care about anything or anyone....
- I am cross posting this because I am not sure if it is part of depression or something else and I am not sure if others have experienced it.Sometimes I feel numb. A lot of times I feel numb. I feel like I don't really care about anything or anyone....
- I am cross posting this because I am not sure if it is part of depression or something else and I am not sure if others have experienced it.Sometimes I feel numb. A lot of times I feel numb. I feel like I don't really care about anything or anyone....
- I don't always put too much stock in a diagnosis because it is just another label and it is most useful for insurance companies and pharmaceutical companies.I was curious though. I tend to worry and was afraid I might be broke in a way that can't be...
- Venting maybe.....I am in a bad place and can't find my way out. I am so angry and hurt. I don't know how to stop feeling this way. I don't know how to not get angry.Every day I have to see the same thing. I tell myself I am not going to react but I...
- I have mentioned that I am struggling with an episode of depression. I think I have always been depressed but it fluctuates and right now it is pretty bad. I have tried lexapro, zoloft, effexor, and paxil. I just went to the doc today and she has...
- I am so depressed. I feel like a jerk because I know that so many people have much worse problems than I do. I figured I was just having some bad days but it has gotten so much worse. it just keeps growing and growing.Last year I tried 3 different...
- Hi,I am new here. I have been on DS since June but this is my first time here. Tonight I am having a hard time even writing an introduction. I am breathing and eating but that is about it.New Years Day was horrible. I just didn't want to keep...
- ......so why am I still being a witch?I have so much stress right now. My daughter is causing a lot of it and that is a work in progress so no fast and easy solution.I have been getting periodic flashbacks since beginning therapy in June or July....
- I am just sharing my flashback. I started having them a couple of weeks into therapy. I guess we all experience them differently. I remember most, if not all, of the bad things but what I didn't remember for years ...actually until the past few...
- I bought some tonight!!! I am listening to this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYu5PWld89gNow I don't hear the neighbors dog barking. I don't hear my daughter rattling around. No sudden noises to make me jump.I know a few of you have posted...
- For weeks if not months now I think about dying. It is like labor pains. The pain begins but it isn't too bad then it subsides only to come back again later with a little more intensity. Next thing I know the pains are worse and closer together....
- I have pages and pages of entries under the "Latest Activity" tab. It is wrecking havoc with my tidy gene. Is there anyway to delete those old entries or will they clog up cyber space forever???