CecilBGreen
Status: lots on my mind
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- I have been trying to post a journal entry and it just won't post. I keep getting some message telling me about a long running script. It is frustrating the heck out of me because I really need to post the entry.
- I had a melt down yesterday and today. I have been under a lot of stress lately and yesterday I went to pick up my new contacts and was told that my insurance wasn't kicking in the 60 dollars ( I know...1st world problem) plus they were only paying...
- I can't shake the depression and pain during down times. Even if it is a very short down time at work or longer ones at home. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not read this is any sort of threat to harm myself. It isn't. I have already admitted I am too...
- I just read the local news. Apparently the NY times investigated a college in my home town and determined they mishandled a rape case.This is what happened:18 year old girl drunk and unconscious was found on a pool table being sexually assaulted...
- My daughters favorite past time is dropping bombs. Dramatic confessions of prostitution, assaulting her friends and other things. Her latest is this: The boyfriend that she moved in with is not 26....he is 56.She has Medicaid now. I told her to get...
- I have realized that I have anxiety all the time. It is running in the background and I think it has been with me so long that I don't notice it sometimes...until it escalates. For weeks now I have been spinning my hair around...always near my...
- I just noticed how much "Hutch" resembles Jeffrey Dahmer.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsJ4pALlbEM
- I made a mistake when I wrote my therapy appointment down. It was today and I thought it was tomorrow. He called my cell while I was driving home and I had it on silent. He left a message asking me to call him back and I did about 20 minutes later...
- The other night I had a pretty awful nightmare. I won't go into all the graphic details. if you want to know it is the in my journal entry that is titled with a date ( I am not good at titles)My daughter is living with her boyfriend half the time...
- I am wishing for a tragic accident. I am in a very uncomfortable place. I'm not even sure what I am feeling. If I knew I might be able to work through it. I am pouting like a child. I am binge eating when last week I had done so well. I feel like...
- Hey,I have only had 2 long term relationships. Maybe 2 and a half. I was not attracted to any of them. What the hell is wrong with me???? Why did I commit to men that I am not attracted to??? I have never had an orgasm in my life that I didn't have...
- I have decided my goal is to overcome that bit of me that feels lonely and wants to love and be loved. It isn't going to happen and I don't want it to happen so I need to accept that so I can move on.I can't imagine anyone touching me. I remember...
- Hi,I just found this group though I have been on DS for about a year in other groups. I was diagnosed about 20 to 25 years ago. 7 or 8 years ago I started seeing a dermatologist after a particularly bad flare up that my GP was wanting to put me on...
- I apologize ahead of time for this post wandering a bit.There has been a theme in my life for the last several years since my husband died ( 8 years now) and the "happening" after. I won't go into that whole story but basically I got religion big ...
- This is NOT a suicide or self harm threat.It's actually about my hobby. I call it a hobby because I seem to do it a lot lately. This last one is death by brain tumor. I get to finally lose my mind and be put in a care facility where I spend my time...