CecilBGreen
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- I have a tendency to take things at face value. This is a double edged sword. On one hand it keeps me from over thinking everything someone says to me. On the other hand, I feel I am lacking insight many times.For instance, some days I hate all men....
- I am considering having gastric sleeve surgery. I am concerned that I am not the best candidate. I have so many issues with food. I am an emotional eater and food is my best friend. I eat when I am bored, sad, anxious, stressed etc. I know I will...
- ...so what does that make me? My brother sexually abused me and set me up to be abused by his friend. This continued for a year as far as I can remember though it seems like my brother "groomed" me forever.Still , I love him and I know he loves...
- Hey all,It has been a long time since I posted. I pop in now and then but just haven't felt like I had much to offer.I am having a lengthy battle with depression. The sadness and anxiety are intense. The best I hope for is numbness which I do get...
- I have been diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, Bi-Polar II and anxiety. The constant has always been depression. The psychiatrist who gave me the diagnosis of Bi-Polar II isn't even sure it's correct. He says it seems like anxiety and depression. I...
- ....or maybe bitchy-booking (as opposed to vague-booking and/or face-booking)Someone suggested that other's may have a skewed view of me and my situations because I post mainly negative experiences. Apparently I don't post enough "successes" and...
- There are so many things that I know in my head. I can speak with confidence about knowing that family doesn't have to be blood and that sometimes we need to find a new" family" that loves and supports us.My heart struggles with this. I went to...
- Thanks for the replies to my post on EMDR. I really don't think it is for me but I do think DBT classes would be good.Donna...thanks for the link. It has been years since my psych 101 class and though what he was talking about seemed familiar, I...
- Is there any scientific evidence this this works?Tdoc says I should look into it. Apparently he has given up on getting me to go to DBT group. I can't afford EMDR but didn't say anything. I'm sure he already thinks I am resistant to treatment....
- I have times when I can't watch movies or tv with even the mildest of love scenes. The past few weeks that is where I have been. Even reading posts about learning one's body and how to be intimate with partners makes me vomit a bit in my mouth.I...
- I just keep turning up asking for help but not giving much in return. So, here I am again. It's not that I don't care but that sometimes I don't feel. Or. Maybe I am feeling too much of my own shit to dig my way to someone else s.When I am anxious...
- In February I had the flu. the month before that my employer moved me to another location as well as made a lot of other changes. Between the stress (which is always good for a flare) and a recovering immune system it is the perfect effing storm.I...
- I know this is off topic but the Carpal Tunnel group is pretty inactive. I know it is a common condition so I thought maybe someone might have a little experience.I was just diagnosed with cubital tunnel as well as carpal tunnel. I avoided going to...
- Hi,I am feeling really angry, lonely, bored and sad. I know I need to make more/new friends but even if I did I dont feel like going out. I couldnt push myself today. I didnt shower or get dressed until 5pm. I want to binge. I am trying not to. I...
- My tdoc has been pushing DBT. Basically he says it is a life long skill. OK...I am just soooo angry right now. Every day I am closer to thinking more seriously about offing myself. Medications aren't helping. Tdoc says that if I don't want to take...