CecilBGreen
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- I had my second appointment with my pdoc today. I have been seeing a psychologist since July 2013. I am just getting comfortable with my tdoc. It's hard because he is male and I have a history of sexual abuse and incest by men. I choose a male...
- My mean side is acting up tonight. She is intolerant, mean and cruel. She must have been sleeping earlier but something woke her up. She has spent the last few hours telling me I am fat, stupid, disgusting and my attempts to shut her up just prove...
- I was just going to keep this in my journal but since it is poking at my heart and head I thought it would be good to put it out for feedback. I wonder if anyone else finds themselves constantly second guessing and wondering if their feelings are...
- Alan created a chatroom!http://dailystrength.chatango.com/
- She is sneezy. Some people think the cutest sound in the world is a babies giggle. They have not heard my cat sneeze.Anyway...nothing serious just a little cold. I am not sure what the cat version of chicken soup is. Though she would probably like...
- Does it make anyone else nuts? Please excuse that word but well it is how I feel when I take it. I get jumpy, talk a lot, cry, get panicky and angry then finally, after hours fall asleep.
- I see that many other people help themselves by having structure and maintaining a regular sleep and exercise routine as well as eating the right foods taking their meds and maybe meditating or some other form of mental activity. Me? Other than work...
- I am triggered by sex scenes on TV and in movies. I feel like such an idiot for being triggered by something that everyone else can watch. Every once in a while I can watch it and it doesn't bother me but most of the time it ends up making me feel...
- I know it won't REALLY explode but jeeze. The winter has been brutal. My daughter is driving me nuts. She was pulled over in my car back in october for a bad headlight. She was given a ticket. i thought just a warning. Anyway...next day i had the...
- I thought I was doing better yesterday. I guess maybe because I did some retail therapy but I also got some of my errands taken care of. Today i regret my retail therapy and am annoyed by everything.I am not sure that I am bipolar 2. Labels don't...
- I am just not sure if the diagnosis of bipolar type 2 I was given is correct. I guess i can see it if I look back from adolescence until up to a couple of years ago. I always thought the mood swings were hormonal related. I no longer have the...
- I have the same relationship with food that I have with men. Love/Hate. Abusive. Dependent. Have trouble relating to in a healthy way. I have the eating habits of an unsupervised child.I used to purge but stopped that years ago so I just gain...
- I was diagnosed today with bipolar type 2. I guess if it is a correct diagnosis it is a hella overdue.I am 48 and have spent almost as long as i can remember (well at least since puberty) having mood swings going from being in love with everyone and...
- I played nice. Didn't go in with an attitude and I tried to be open and honest. He asked some questions I couldn't answer. I still have trouble talking about the stuff that happened after my husband died. He asked me about my moods. I told him that...
- I got a call today. My first appointment with the psychiatrist has been moved up from February 27th to this Friday. Apparently there was a cancellation and as it turns out I don't have any work appointments Friday afternoon. I am a little nervous...