CecilBGreen
Status: lots on my mind
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- At what point does it stop being acceptable for someone to attempt to excuse their bad behavior by using their diagnosis?I am not talking specifically about PTSD.Here is an example. I will make up a fictional diagnosis because I don't want anyone to...
- I shouldn't complain because I know that others have a much worse family than mine doing much more damage than mine.That being said....Damn! I just found out my nephews son got married today. I wouldn't have gone to the wedding but it would have...
- I need some help. My depression is getting worse (started middle of last week) The weekend was ugly. I am waking up depressed but still getting to work. Now the anxiety is kicking in followed closely by anger. I need some grounding and mindfulness...
- Does anyone wake up depressed?I wake up feeling like I want to die. Makes it hard to get out of bed. I almost didn't make it to work today. I think if I had a different type of job I wouldn't made it there at all. I push through the depression...
- I saw her again today.God help her. She is so naïve.She will be led like a lamb to the slaughter. I cannot help her…will not help her. I will stand and watch just like so many others.When it is over we will talk about her in hushed whispers. The...
- I keep going down. I feel panic setting in. I am stuck here in front of the computer and can't seem to get up and move. I'm filled with self loathing, fear, sadness, desperation, anger and growing panic.I don't know if this is the supposed bipolar 2...
- I have hours, days even when I wallow in self pity. I wrote this last week.I wake up wanting to die.Grieving for a future that won’t come. Grieving for a past that can’t be changed.All that is left is me. Broken, defective, fucked up,...
- To the men in the group...I am sorry. I am not attacking but I come here to vent and learn and get support so don't personalize this.I read a post by someone who is finally able to have intimacy (sexual). She used to have to be drunk or high to have...
- If I can't put the breaks on this crap I am going to be a mess when work come rolling along Tuesday morning. I have been losing an hour a night for the past week. Just a hot mess...warm mess ...I'm not so hot these days. !@#$%^&*(
- This is just a vent. I am feeling a bit raw in the center and crispy around the edges. I have been online too much the past 2 days and I always feel bad when that happens. I am fighting off the pain that is apparent when things go quiet. It vaguely...
- I haven't been here in a long time because I still don't think I am BP 2 so nothing here applies to me and I have nothing to offer. Sorry....that was my version of obnoxious sarcasm. The few I know in this group are great :-)True tho...I don't agree...
- OK...sorry about the drama in the title but this might really set some people off. It is only 1 line but it is distasteful..My therapy is moving along and every time I think it is going to get easier something else pops to the surface. Donkey was...
- I have a few quirks and I would guess everyone has a few but I wanted to run this one by everyone.When I am nervous I look at packages. No, I don't mean gifts or things that come in the mail.I have generalized anxiety disorder and just anxiety...
- I guess mood changes are pretty normal but I find I always try to blame it on PTSD, Bipolar2, Depression or the diagnosis du jour.Today I am feeling bad about myself. Not just because I feel unattractive but because my weight has become a health...
- I am feeling so many things lately. I have been working on accepting the feelings without thinking I need to react or act on them. I am trying not to fight the emotions and just let them come, acknowledge them and move on. That being said; I just...