My family is in town. This is always a stressful thing one must go through. They are only staying two night and I love them all so much. Lately, things have been different. My brother is with us now so mu mother acts somewhat different and she seems cold to me. Tomorrow I am going to go show my cousins my office and downtown denver. I am excited about this. The doctor prescribed me to a new drug that is supposed to help control my generalized anxiety.  We'll see how is all works out. I am on 2mg pills of Xanax now. I have not tried one yet but I am sure that it will be nice to have, especially with family around for the holidays. I am seeping a bet better and getting up early. Early enough to bring the dog for a walk to give her  a litle exercise. God knows that I get enoguh simpl from walking to the bus stop and around campus. I am somewhat upset. I asked my dad for some money and then he send me over then what I asked for and some assignment to do.  I thought that was kinda rude. I am hoping that he is going to he with some of my medical expenses. This is getting really expensive and I can't do it alone and both  my parents have tole me to worry about the money but they still make me feel horrible. Tonight we went to dinner and although it was fun at times... the entire dinner was wasted because the service was so bad. Tomorrow we are staying in and watching movies and ordering in Chinese food in stead of doing the going out thing. I think this is a good idea. We'll be watching movies too... which is good because my aunt and my mom can get realy loud when the are together. I am really out of it right now with all of these drugs so...Goodnight!