The depression will start soon. Every weekend I get depressed because there is nothing here for me and there is nothing for m worth. On the weekends my depression exceeds normal because of the fact that I am stuck in the same place and doing nothing. I think that may go to the library or something of the sort, however, I would like to leave Denver and try to go somewhere else, where my worries are gone and I can stop thinking for a little while. Maybe I should go back to Gunnison...I am so tired so I am going to have to leave you fo the evening. Hopefully,  I will write tomorrow.