Today was a depressing one, yet it was one of the greatest days. I did all of the things that I wanted to and while I was in the middle to doing those things I was feeling immensely depressed. My mom and my brother were out searching for cars for Luke. But, I was feeling so lonely. I am trying to spend more time with my family, because it is Thanksgiving and I feel that we should all be together spending some time. I never get to see my brother and no the only times that I see him is when we go out for dinner or are forced to do something together. I want to spend some time with him. I drove him up to Denver from Colorado Springs when he got here, which was about an hour and a half drive that we were able to spend together. Tomorrow I go to the bank for a meeting with my investment banker and then Lucas and I are going to the DMV to get new licenses. I am excited to do this! I am 21 and I cant wait to get a sideways license. I am also looking forward to spending time with Lucas. Maybe we can walk around downtown or I can show him the capital... what not.Tonight a mouse ran across the counter and my mom is still freaking out.  She is making my mood so off it is scary how a person can do that. I feel her anger towards her landlord. I am so pissed off abut it too, because my mom was thinking of buying this house and now I think that this experience has steered her away from it.  This is too bad because the house is beautiful and in a prime location. It is a good price for what it is and I am sure since we've been living in the house they would cut us down a good deal, because most of the issues have already been dealt with.  I don't know what we are going to do. Although I have been going through some depressing times, I am doing much better then I have in the near past. I am feeling more happy and more excited about waiking up in the morning. The das are seemingly more and more comprehensive. I have to sleep. Goodnight.