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Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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It's been about a week since, so the details are a little less clear. I brought up feeling reactive and on edge, because I know these are Trauma reactions. I also know my past trauma has been...
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I'm not sure how to start this, I just know I have thoughts and emotions I need to get out. My trauma course readings focus on the importance of allowing the client to say what they need about their...
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I wasn't sure what we would talk about since it had only been a week, but the session felt productive. I shared how receptive my husband was to my setting boundaries and the ways he showed me that he...
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Had my first session with Jessica yesterday. The way the days have been feeling, it feels like it was last week. So bizarre. Session went well, a bit of housekeeping items, casual chat about...
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I booked a couple counselling sessions with my old counsellor (from after my mom died). In preparation, I'm trying to really pay attention to my self talk as well as my anxiety/stress triggers. I...
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I miscarried at 10 weeks two and a half weeks ago. This is the week we would have announced our pregnancy if it survived. My husband wanted to be intimate last night, and while I liked the feel of...
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It really is what hurts the most. We were so close to 12 weeks, to announcing our pregnancy, to shouting from the rooftops. We were so happy we shared with family, family whose hearts we broke...
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Things were finally looking up. We've been communicating, we were happy, we finally conceived after two years (required medication). I met the little one a little too early, 6 weeks, but it had a...
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December isn't an easy month for me, not since my mom told me she had cancer the day before her birthday, insinuated that she wanted to kill herself on her birthday, and was hospitalized. The...
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I can't stop thinking about it. I panic when I think about him. Harley. I think about how horrible and manipulative he was. I'm beginning to think he drugged me. We smoked weed together but I...
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Not sure what to write, just felt the need to get something out. Sometimes I feel the urge to write even when I have no clue what I want to write about, I just need to start and let the emotions...
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Some days are harder than others. Some days I just don't see the point. I'm not suicidal, by any means - it's just that some days it's hard to want to live THIS life. Recently I haven't been happy. I...
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A while back I wrote a journal about my realization that I had been groomed. I (stupidly) decided to message someone from my past, I told my self I was going to confront him and ask him outright. I...
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I don't even know where or how to begin. I'm not sure what I want to chronicle right now, I feel so burnt out and exhausted while experiencing insomnia. I have my own personal thoughts and anxieties...
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After I was raped by a bouncer at my favourite bar, I forced myself to continue going back. I've written about it in past journals, it was something I needed to do to empower myself. I gradually...
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