acinorev92

acinorev92

Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"

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Age: 33

I\'ve been through hell and have come back.. quite literally.. I\'ve been sexually abused (by strangers), physically abused (by an ex bf), I\'ve been severely depressed, suicidal (I made many attempts), I used to cut a lot.. I suffered Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after I was sexually assaulted the first time when I was 12.. I had a horrid relationship with my parents, my dad essentially walked out when I was 11 and only has come back into my life a couple years ago, amazingly enough has managed to build a relationship with me and we\'re great now.. and my relationship with my mom is not salvageable. My mom is extremely sick right now...she has been for a while now, but she\'s gotten much worse, had 3 heart attacks (shes 62) all within a couple of months..had open heart surgery to repair the damage and I have essentially had to prepare myself that she wont be around much longer.. I\'ve tried to salvage a relationship with her, I live with her still, but it\'s not going to happen.. In December of 2011 I was pregnant, it was in my tube and we didn\'t know the cause of my pain until new years day (early in morning) when I was in the hospital.. I am now suffering from depression again because of the pregnancy/miscarriage and I have a history of alcohol abuse.. I like to think of myself as a strong person, but I know when I need help, and when I need support, and right now I really do. I have an amazing girlfriend (yes I\'m bisexual), we\'ve only been together since mid-december 2012 but I honestly don\'t know what I\'d do without her... I think that\'s about everything..? I\'ve honestly been through hell and came back... I used to be bullied a lot, I was anorexic, then bulimic... eventually suicidal after that as well.

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