acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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I conceptually understood abusive relationships. People stay in abusive relationships because they're manipulated, made to feel loved in a way no one else does. I'd never experienced this. I was...
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I'm experiencing periodic, spontaneously anxiety attacks. It's no surprise given the current Covid-19 pandemic. The province is in a state of emergency. I realized I was momentarily grateful that I'm...
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I had to participate in a practical session for a counselling class. I had anxiety going into it about having to play the role of client, so I decided to focus on the stress of balancing school work,...
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I saw my doctor today for my back injury, every two weeks. Talked with him about the fact I haven't had my period since October (it's now February) and it was really regular before. He said it's...
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Usually I know what the title of my journal is before starting to write, but today I'm not sure what I'm writing about. Writing helps me process what I'm feeling and experiencing, and aside from the...
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It's been a long time since I've battled with the feeling of addiction. I used to fight with alcohol, had to cut it out of my life numerous times as I couldn't stop. Now it's happening with codeine....
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I'm having trouble with my mind... It's somewhat concerning, in the sense that I notice it and acknowledge that it's likely due to my psyche rather than a physical condition. It's frustrating. My...
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There's a new internet sensation: not everyone has an internal monolgue. I read about it, then had discussions with friends, and found out that I am the weird one who does NOT have an internal...
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I don't know who I became, but I don't recognize her. For a while I was an almost manic version of myself, I have memory lapses from the past couple months. My normal behaviours changed, I thought it...
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I didn't realize how much it was bothering me until today. On Friday I went to my physio swim class and there was a random older guy in the pool who started chatting me up. I noticed pretty quickly...
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Floods. Always with the damn floods. Two years ago my mothers house flooded, it was the evening of the 15th. The restoration crew came in the 16th. The 17th (her birthday) she was admitted to the...
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I'm writing for the sake of writing. I don't know what it is I want to say yet, I just feel the need to write something, to say something. Recently I've been spending time with my new friend from the...
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I made a new friend in my occupational rehabilitation group, he's a lot of fun to hang out with and makes me feel really good about myself. I've been feeling quite depressed recently, having a hard...
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I hurt my back at work on November 4th, and I've been off and mostly immobile since. I started a special program through worksafe which has me work with a physiotherapist and kineseologist in the...
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As we near the end of the year, everyone is posting their decade photos - 2009 versus 2019 photos. I decided to look through facebook and find my 2009 photos. In 2009, I was 16 (December baby)... The...
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