acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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My husband and I talked it out, I explained, calmly, that he cannot make jokes about me ruining a child or a pregnancy because it sends me into a spiral. He apologized, and genuinely felt bad, but he...
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I was chatting with my husband on the phone about how we may be pregnant and I bought a test but I'm waiting to use it for when he's home (currently in the hospital). I have never been so angry or so...
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I started a program called Noom on September 16th, 2019: "welcome to week 10". My starting weight was 242.8lbs, I feel a little nauseous typing that number, to be honest. I used to tell myself I...
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I've noticed over the past couple of days that I am simultaneously feeling elated, and anxious. I feel light, and happy, yet I have a pressure in my chest and a slight panic feeling. It's peculiar....
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Threw all inhibitions out the window and just had a rocking good time with friends. It was Amanda's boyfriend Raul's birthday, and her Uncle Danny's birthday. We had the usual house party, at the...
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Aaron. I've recently been chatting with my ex Adam, and I've been feeling guilty about the choices I made after we broke up. I saw him today, we chatted about life in general and briefly spoke about...
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Every now and then my brain fixates. It picks something from my past, and it perseverates on it. Round and round it goes, the same thoughts, the same scenes, the same memories. For years I haven't...
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I grew up with the internet; as the internet became accessible to people, I had it. It was new, and people didn't realize how many predators were out there. I didn't know what child predators were....
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I wrote this in a group page, just keeping a copy here for myself. Recently I have been thinking about what happened to me, it's been at least five years since I was raped by him, but I can't get...
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I wrote in a previous journal that I felt reading was a trigger for me, I find I get very invested in a storyline, and I become a bit depressed about my own life. I keep thinking about this, and I...
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It's such a contrast to last week, this feeling. I can't explain it, I suddenly feel like a weight has been lifted, the clouds have parted, and I can live my life again. It wasn't a long stint of...
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I decided to read back on old journals, to see my growth, and what may have happened this time, years ago. I figured it out. I was pregnant this time, eight years ago. My husband and I are talking...
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What is it with me? I feel great for a long time, then suddenly, I'm back at it. Feeling depressed. Yesterday morning I woke up, I felt okay, I played on my phone, and then suddenly it hit me. I was...
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I can't remember the last time I felt triggered, not about this anyways... I've recently begun reading again, 6 books in a week (they average 6 hours read time each).. I'm on my 7 book, and the...
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I've recently been in counseling for a completely unrelated matter, my small dog (who has been my baby for the past 12 years) was attacked by raccoons - fortunately he survived & has made a full...
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