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Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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Just finished with Jessica and I'm feeling pretty good. I was drained going in because I had my second vaccination yesterday, and I've felt more emotional than usual (from exhaustion), but it was...
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I have the time, so I figure I should process in preparation for my session on Wednesday. I hosted Dawn's baby shower on Saturday. It was less difficult than I expected, but I was on edge most of the...
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We talked about a lot - the chronic pain that has returned in my shoulder, the anger at not being able to take meds, and the validation and positivity of being able to name the anger without shaming...
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Pain is a trigger for me, there's no denying it. It's clear as day to anyone who interacts with me - if I'm in pain, I'm either withdrawn or snappy. Both are a defense. Today I was in pain and...
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I don't want to write or think about it, but I know I need to. I was watching a show and I had a feeling that the pregnant character was going to miscarry. I was correct - end of the episode, she...
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Just finished a much less intense session! Phew! We primarily talked about anger and how to express it in a healthy way as it's an emotion I avoid. We talked about unhealthy coping mechanisms and the...
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I could tell I needed to write today, all day I've had the urge without knowing the words. Writing the letter to Harley didn't feel right, not yet, I'm not ready to feel that anger. I need to have my...
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I just finished my session with Jessica and wow, was it intense. We talked about my worksafe injury, the anger I've been feeling about it, and discovered that anger is a trigger that takes me back to...
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This session was actually two weeks ago, I just never wrote about it. I kept thinking I needed to and didn't, so I kept a mental log of what I would say.Going into the session, I didn't have much I...
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I just partook in a zoom call which discussed the experience of relaxation while experiencing grief. It was quite enjoyable and insightful. I mentioned that I like to rest my mind and body in the...
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I talked to Jessica about FINALLY being intimate (sex) with my husband again and despite the fact it was short lived, it was super empowering. I also mentioned how when it changed to just fooling...
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The day started a little rough - overtired and in pain. It subsided after a while, but that was just foreshadowing for how my day was going to go. One workshop scheduled, no students showed up, so it...
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You'll never read this, but I felt I needed to get it out. I'm sure you know how much you helped me, how you transformed my life, I just didn't really acknowledge it till now. I was so broken when...
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I can picture his apartment. It was grungy. He was eating hard boiled eggs with his hands when I arrived; I was repulsed. We were supposed to go on a date... He suggested watching a movie cause he...
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Literally just finished and wanted to get this out of the way. Not gonna lie, I'm not super invested in writing right now. I'm pretty fried. Yesterday was emotionally exhausting, today I've been...
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