acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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Last night was the halloween party I had been so excited about for so long, but quickly had my excitement ruined when my ex fiance rsvp'd as attending for him and his gf.. I was extremely stressed...
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This past week I've been so incredibly sick, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, dizziness, zero energy... I swear it felt like I tore every muscle in my throat from throwing up, my voice was so scratchy, I...
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Recently I've had this daunting feeling... I know it's the depression creeping it's way back in, and I'm trying to keep it from coming back. I'm getting migraines again, and pain.. whenever I get...
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Over the past couple days whenever I text my best friend she's complained about being sick with a cold or whatever, so I texted her tonight to see how she's doing... this is how it went..Me: Feeling...
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I have this song Stronger Than Me on replay, it's my song for right now. It's the version from Nashville by Connie Britton. Oh, here I go againwalking the linekilling time between my sinsOh, why...
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I'm 189 days sober today yet all I can think about is having a drink. I was starting to think I was in control, that one day, maybe one day soon, I would be okay to have a drink. Just one. I wasn't...
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Recently it's felt as if my best friends of almost 10 years couldn't care less about me, my best friend Alicia in particular. We used to text every single day, all day, and we'd talk on the phone...
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I'm no longer allowing my injuries to control my life and keep me from working out, I'm taking control of my life and I'm working out with injuries and just working to prevent hurting them in the...
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I found non-alcoholic coolers at Save-On Foods, I was very excited when I found them! To be fair, they have 0.5% alcohol in them but I have a maximum of 1 in a day and I nurse it incredibly slowly...
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I went away for a couple weeks, went up north to 70 mile house and left my world behind... I had no internet and no cell phone reception (except for when in the city but even then I didn't use it...
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I just got back from vacation, and while I was gone I felt so free, so happy... but now I'm back home, and reality is sinking in and so is the depression. I can't help but remember everything and...
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I've been having a really hard night, the possibility of cancer is really starting to hit me.. I've been having dreams/nightmares where I have cancer and end up doing chemotherapy.. It's really...
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I'm not sure how I feel anymore. Some days I feel great, I'm happy, happier than I've been in a really long time, I feel on top of the world...yet, there are times when I feel this darkness inside of...
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I wrote the following entry last night while I was laying in bed.. I couldn't sleep and had to resort to drugging myself in order to sleep around 5am and didn't fall asleep till around 5:30am. I...
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I'm finding it more and more difficult to control my craving for alcohol recently.. I have a new favourite drink, orange juice mixed with cranberry juice, and all I can think of how amazing it would...
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