acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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It's been two weeks since this session occured - I forgot to write about it. I told Jessica about writing the letter, how it was hard to identify the positives but that it was necessary. It...
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I'm feeling triggered. Teary eyed. Dissociative. It's been like this for most of the afternoon - best guess is it's due to taking Jess to the worksafe rehab program assessment. The relief of seeing...
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The session was good, Jessica reflected what I was saying to identify that I'm feeling competent and excited meeting with clients. It was fun to be excited together. We chatted about the limitations...
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Didn't prep but feeling prepared to discuss new placement/clients (desire to fix with first client).Expression of anger while taking meds - extremely disregulated. Very uncomfortable. Verbal outburst...
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It felt weird going into this session without having something concrete to discuss. I didn't journal at all the past two weeks, despite recognizing I should have. I feel myself wanting to disocciate...
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We chatted about the practicum placement a bit, caught up, and the natural shift seemed to be my nervousness about running into Harley. I identified that I'm likely unsettled for no reason as I do...
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Haven't written in a while despite having a lot to process. Wedding went great and Zac was actually a lot of fun to hang out with at the wedding. He was an arrogant ass towards me the night before at...
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Nothing really to report - didn't have much going on going into the session. I bounced back from feeling really low after about a week, back to my usual self. I did mention it but I didn't have much...
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Yesterday evening Colin and I attempted to have sex with a special sex chair designed for paraplegics. Just like before, it failed terribly. Angles don't work, hurts my knees, etc. We moved to the...
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50 minutes definitely wasn't long enough. I only got through Mike's accident, the pregnancy announcements, and a quick show & tell of my rose quartz pieces. The rose quartz I bought based on her...
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I'm not in a writing head space, but I keep putting this off. I keep asking myself "what next?" Because everything keeps coming at me. Friday was supposed to be the start to an amazing bachelor...
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I feel on the verge of tears. It's been a very long couple weeks. I have found myself wishing for an appointment with my counsellor - last week I felt I needed it, now I feel it again. I've been a...
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My heart broke today. Hearing her pain, her confessions. I knew she was raped by her step father; there's a police report. I knew she'd be traumatized from it. But to see myself in her as she talked...
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Katie and I are both RH-, which means miscarriage can occur if blood from the pregnancy mixes with blood from the mother. Katie mentioned yesterday evening that her doctor informed her she needs to...
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My automatic thought is "fuck this day" but really, it wasn't that bad. I had a dentist appointment for a cleaning and I made the decision to take a T3 (for sensitivity and my shoulder). It was...
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