acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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It's been a long time. I haven't had the urge to journal, but I did last night. My son is 9 months old and he's the light of my life, I can hardly picture my life before he came into it. It makes me...
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It's been a while, no doubt about it. I've been attending counselling consistently, I just haven't felt the urge or desire to write out my thoughts prior or reflections afterwards.This weekend, I've...
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I tested positive for COVID-19 on March 31st, after having symptoms of a head cold/allergies for one day prior. I have since learned that other people at my office got sick at the same time - only...
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I have 8 minutes to wrap up so much processing that has happened. Most of it has been via messenger with Daniel, a lot of it has been deleted... Not having it to look back on is saddening, but the...
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How does one start a letter to a parent, who isn't really a parent..? How do I express that I'm an orphan, despite your existence..? How do I share the pain and anguish you cause on a daily basis,...
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Apparently I didn't write after my session 2 weeks ago... Not sure if I even wrote before it. In the last session I identified being triggered in session, and spoke about my dad's heart attack and...
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Some days are harder than others. Some days the weight of the world is on my chest. Forcing the air out of my lungs, making it impossible to get a breath. Today was one of those days. Today was...
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Sometimes I forget how hard the holidays are. I plan for them, try to get extra hyped, make everything pretty and Christmasy, and try so hard to be excited... And then mid December hits and so does...
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I don't know what happened, I was good all day. High energy, mobile, felt good, then suddenly it hit me at 5pm. I felt like I was crashing, I started to yawn, felt like I was going to black out, and...
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The holidays are hard, they have been for years. Ten years ago I was unknowingly pregnant, it was at this time I started experiencing abdominal pain. In the early hours of January 1st I miscarried in...
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Getting triggered sucks. I'm honestly so tired of feeling this way. It happened this morning, someone mentioned on a zoom debrief call that they had to change job positions because they were at risk...
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This session was very emotional for me. I felt extremely raw and had a difficult time concealing my emotions and restricting tears. We discussed the wcb incident that occurred, my own triggering of...
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The day was going well. Initially I was a bit unsettled as I had to take my SiL to a work place injury appointment at the same organization that I had to use (different location). She was assessed by...
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We touched base on the pre-session things I noted, including a check-in on the letter. I identified that I was having a tough time with identifying him as fully malicious, having now remembered the...
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A lot has happened recently. Let's start with the big one - the IUI. Not too uncomfortable, basically like a pap test. Mild cramping afterwards, which they said is normal. No spotting. We're hoping...
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