acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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Not ready to process it yet, still in shock... Starting over. 577 days down to 0 just like that. The one time I don't smell a drink before drinking it.. Thought it was my coke but it was a rum and...
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I have been consumed by depression. I do not like feeling this way, I usually can fight it off but it's overwhelming me and taking every fiber of my being to stay sober. I took a permanent marker to...
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It's 5:45am, I haven't slept, I can't sleep... I texted my best friend, though she's sleeping and won't see it for hours and I'll be sleeping...but this is what I wrote: I miss Adam and I don't like...
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I'm not sure if I'm still me...or who I am anymore. I know I'm slipping into a depression caused by my being bipolar, and I know I struggle with mild manic episodes, but I feel like in the midst of...
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A couple nights ago I was having a bit of a rough night, and I decided to rewatch a video I found, it's a girl speaking essentially of date rape but it's button poetry (I believe that's what it's...
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Whenever I have thoughts, feelings and emotions I like to get them down in writing, get my feelings organized, figure out how I feel, and uncomplicate things in my brain. I love Jess, I always will,...
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My ex Jessyka messaged me tonight and asked me if it's weird that my picture is still the background of her phone... I knew it meant something so I went along with it, I still have feelings for her...
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I don't know what's wrong with me.... That's sort of a lie, I know I have bipolar disorder, but still.... Thursday I'm depressed, Friday (early afternoon) I'm excessively manic - while trying to work...
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I met this guy online and we instantly hit it off via text, I felt incredible and I knew I was going to fall for him in time.. Well less than a week of talking he tells me he loves me, I was nice...
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Recently I've been so proud of myself for being upbeat, happy, and overall positive, but realistically, on the inside.. I'm incredibly delicate, more so than I should be... Little things can upset me...
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I've never before felt this way....not to this extent... I feel like the walking dead, quite literally.... I feel like a lifeless entity just moving through life but not actually living. I want to...
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I guess I should start at the beginning.... I go to a country bar regularly with friends, we go to hang out and relax, I never drink and I never go if I feel the urge. There's a guy that works there...
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I was at my friend's grandma's the other day when she offered me a chocolate, I got a glimpse of the packaging and saw they were alcohol filled so I politely denied the offering with no specific...
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I was watching a show on Netflix and one of the characters was in a car accident and was in the hospital in critical condition facing paralysis and all I could think of was my best friend being in...
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