acinorev92
Status: "I'd rather have a broken you than a perfect someone else"
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Tonight I'm going to my friend's birthday party at a pub, I haven't had a drink since December 15th and I've been 'officially' sober since January 1st. I told my friend I might drink with her.. all...
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My dog is my kid. For pretty much his entire life, probably the first...7-8 years (he's almost 9 -on wednesday) he's hated other dogs with the exception of one or two. I had to be careful with him...
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Last night I had a full blown break down.. I was bawling my eyes out, i couldn't breathe, my heart ached, and I wanted to die. I completely lost it...because I lost the man I love. Some days it's so...
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They say "fake it till you make it" it's basic psychology, i know this as i am a psych student, but sometimes you can only fake it for so long before you break and snap and fall apart... I tried to...
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I've been going to my counselor regularly, and last week she said we've processed the entire memory and she's really proud of me.. asked if I thought we should have one more session or be done, I...
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Haven't been on on in a while... I miss writing, i really do.. But I have been in excruciating pain; I went back to the doctor, they said I have carpal tunnel syndrome... My life is falling apart and...
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Today I went to my ex bfs house for his birthday party....kind of a messed up scenario with this one.... His new gf (my "best friend") sent a mass text "reminding" everyone of the party-i hadn't...
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I realized last night that there has only been one thing in the past 8 years of my life that has actually remained completely stable...well, one person.. my best friend Alicia.. So much has changed...
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I almost caved....I lost it.... I had such an amazing day and my night has just been plumitting to the ground.. I'm trying to be okay, I'm trying to stay strong, but all I can think about is...
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My girlfriend Jessyka came into down this past weekend...it was the best & happiest few days I've had in a long time.. Friday night we went for dinner with my friends for a birthday dinner and went...
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I never realized just how bad my mood flips were...I guess I wasn't really paying attention..I think my girlfriend noticed though.. Even now, I was laughing and joking on the phone with her...and out...
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I'm not okay with losing my best friend... my absolute best friend.. my person, my sobriety sponsor, the man I loved for two and a half years... I'm not okay with losing him... He's my dog's...
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I'm trying to stay strong today... It's been a hard and long day, but special thanks go to an amazing friend I've made on here for cheering me up and keeping me going... I'm trying to stay positive,...
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The last thing I feel like doing is writing right now.....but I know I always feel somewhat better after... So much has been happening...so many feelings...it's all too much for one person to have...
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Mid December I began to fight depression because of my miscarriage...It was the realization that I had been pregnant a year prior and I felt empty....then i got sick...really, really sick... I had...
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