malibumark

since my aunts have been visiting i have felt so challenged and now I feel burned and really weak.got to drive an hour to my sister's to meet them for lunch one last time before they leaveand I feel...

i have been with my siblings and my Aunts from New York this week (after work during the days) and I have to say that it feels like I just can't deal with much anymore. I kind of just tried to be...

When I go out after work, I usually go to the same places. The same two places to be precise.I go to the market down in Malibu for snacks or supplies.Then on Sunday after laundry (very much a routine...

I feel like the internet both connects people in some fashionbut also disconnectst them from their lives in a way. I don't know. It's just a feeling.--but in regards to the title of this post - i...

I guess I know the answer is yes...but I think I just want to record my frustration and maybe progression as well towards dealing with my day (s).I know this sounds maybe a little wacky - but yeah...

today a small bird flew into the store where I work and perched on one of the ceiling fansabove the 'in store' Starbucks. It was really sweet. I don't know if it made it out againbut for a while it...

I realize here as I have devoted much time towards thinking about self healingand growth- I have developed a confidence in what I am approaching in my day to day life.It's a created kind of...

I am feeling kind of panicky because I am feeling mentally stuck. I need to take some deep breathsand take care of this in a way that's responsible. My Dr. is there if I need to tell him what's going...

someone said to me, they felt like they were running around like a crazy person today.I get it. I mean literally but also just because sometimes that is how I get things done.I was at work and it can...

last night I kind of unraveled - and exposed my underbelly and it destroyed my sense of center.I kept to my regular schedule of watching the shows I normally watch - and though I liked themI felt...

it's uncomfortable being on your own - and then being brave enough to do what you imagine to do.it's important to be kind to yourself as you would offer that to others. Just kind of getting a good...

happy mother's day. I went to my sister's house for mother's day today. Our mother has passed but my sister has a daughterand we had a nice brunch and then a long walk after to the park.It was a fun...

I think if I want to be safe, I will also look for ways to make more money and cover my expenses and the unforseen more.... I think I also, when faced with the unknown but am full of motivation - I...

I don't know why it is, but as I have aged and come to awareness and health, I have also lost much of my sense of adventure.Maybe it's just a different phase of my life, where I am aware of and...

I went to work. I worked hard and things opened up for me... After work, I had decided the day before that, I would go down to the market in Malibu and buy myself a couple of things.That 'plan'...