malibumark

Believing in me how often i have look to othersor have looked to a standard or statusto justify or determine the valueof my plans for the daysure to be prudent or responsible is good and...

wow, learning once again to organize my time....my life may feel like it has no center.. but i am remembering to take some time to put together a day that feels worthwhile...While trying to make the...

I am trying to be grateful. I honestly woke up this morning and not much seemed worthwhile.I did hear from an old friend - and that got me getting up to take a shower and make my bed.Going to...

I don't know why, but I have a hard time being on my own sometimes. I worry, I don't feel strong,I don't feel safe and it's weird...I am finding I can't take care of myself so well anymore. I have...

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I have not had sugar since the weekend. It is proving to be a good thing. Right now, I have an intense hungerthough I have had a big breakfast and a big lunch (just no sugar.) What finally made me...

mind sets and moods come and go, anxiety up and down.from discomfort - to a sense of 'at easeness' -I wonder if I should just follow my interests for now. I am looking for work and a career path -...

it's a time of transition -i am not working this weekmy birthday is coming upi will be getting a new resident psychiatrist at the end of the month today I have tried to understand why I am too...

I went to sleep last night thinking some really interesting things about what I wanted to do for work.I'd like it somehow to be about more than just making money. I would like it to be an enriching...

I don't always know how to deal with fear. Except maybe to just say ok I am afraidand move on anyway.

I am going to bed now...new flash...film at 11 :)have a good night and see you online tomorrow.

I know I question sometimes what I should be doing with my day - case in point my last journal post.I wonder as my day goes on - what I should be doing with it... I mean, I can get kind of lost in...

I am not punishing myself. I feel though I get the most satisfication out of life when I am making importantconnections with others. I am not jewish - but a gal who lives here at the 'board and care'...

my mind makes things up sometimes, and then I wind up really believing them.I wish I had a therapist who I could feel connected to. A guide for this 'blind' person.I know I have blind spots and I try...

It's my routine to watch the international news at night before I go to bed. TonightI am finding that watching the programs are kind of depressing me. It's not just the subject matter.I found myself...