malibumark

i love inspirational stories of people achieving in unusual, iconoclastic ways...but i am thinking about my own future and where my road will lead? my sister has a friend, who is friends with a...

after I wrote the previous entry, my day kind of descended into sadness and fatigue at the prospect of starting anything.I kind of just thought along the lines that I had done work already, maybe...

a good day at work... I was open at the start of the day, and some people were friendlyand some people were not...and slowly the down, barren and unlovedfeelings came to me, I lost momentum and then...

I went to work today and had a good outlook. I was trying not to be so much about myself and just be supportive and flexible.The work day was ok, I didn't get as much done as I would have liked, I...

yes, thinking again. Reaching out past my anger and trying to grasp why I don't seek more experiences or more mission in my life.I think having a mental illness has made me equate that 'issue' as...

I am feeling anger and aimless. I know I have to deal with this. What do you guys do with your anger? I don't usually feel anger.I will stick to my usual routine. I know it must sound stupid that I...

I had a wonderful time with my sister, brother in law, brother and friends today. I drove back home.I have begun doing my routine of television watching for a Sunday night. I prepped my medicines...

I am shaking it off, because I know it's not real, but I need in the morning to be around positive energy.I woke up here and there wasn't positive energy - and little things made me paranoid and...

so i felt that way, so i am learning to just drop it.watching final 4 is much more fun!

I totally felt like life is beating me down today at work. But I am here now  - after work, watching some inspiring nature themed tv - and getting back into the world of the things I like. My mood...

why sometimes do I lose sight of all my confidenceand yet maybe when I am inactive, I have the luxury to do that.Seriously, I feel spastic and miserable at work at times - but the need to keepat the...

don't just be one party, be both, neither right or left, but republican and democrat..be the red AND the blue...purpleI hope that some of our elected leaders will be motivated to honor the noble...

A good plan today is better than a perfect plan tomorrow. ~George Patton This was today's affirmation on the Dailystrength.org site.It inspires me to reach for more and yet when I dothe voices in my...

I think I have thought about becoming a monk because I'd like to be in a place where I was loved. I realize I am loved, I just have to see it comes in all shapes and sizes,.and nothing is perfect. I...