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I woke up this morning, and felt a great and growing sense of loneliness.It felt like a panic - that this new life in an apartment alone was beyond my capacity...But after going to a dental...

I just came back from watching a movie with my parents at their house.It was a nice time to be with them. When I journeyed home and came back to my apartment. I recognized that I had to get back to...

well this morning I woke with a lot of anger - don't know why - maybe it was because of a text I got first thing -not sure.In any event. I took myself out for a walk - I was honestly afraid to - lol...

ok this is for me. I was waiting for a package to arrive yesterday - and my mindwandered - and unwound. I started to feel like i was getting really sloppy. Same thing when I went to work today- and...

i recognize tonight that when I am alone, I need to hold on to something or have a thing that occupies me...like right now I am trying to go to sleep - but I am aloneand it's difficultI have the...

you don't have to live in perfection or according to someone else's meaning.but it is important to act on what is in your power to do so.

I have recently moved to this new place and have been on my own here. I have come to see the importanceof questioning my changing or evolving attitudes and keeping aware of my pattern when I find...

just starting the day here. I go for a blood draw in a few hours for cholesterol testing.Things are ok here. I have been worrying about some essential stuff the past two daysand I figure I am not...

This has been a really great realization for me. I know I have touched on it before - but the moreI see this within me - the more I am able to cope. Not live unupsetted all the time - but better able...

In my last post I wrote how I always need a project - and that's part of this 'go go' energy that I have - always working within - and knowing that nature, it makes sense to me and I can cope with...

Life offers lessons to learn and dynamics to master..Part of me wants to systematize my process of dealing with how I support myselfand then also how I get things done with people in my life. I want...

I have noticed that I drill down a lot. I think for some crazy reason it grounds me but it is not healthy. Plus I think it becomes a self fulfilling prophesy. This is an idea that psychology has...

It's the morning of Thanksgiving. I am at my apartment alone for now. I am doing some laundry and generally tryingto stay out of trouble hehe. I am thinking about life and I kind of need to give...

Yesterday was a mix. I felt real clarity and then also was kind of knocked out of that.some days I have a clear sense of things - and some days..nopeIt's important to keep taking care of life - doing...

just wanted to say good morning!!