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Mood:  Ok

sometimes I forget

sometimes I forget, after experiencing so much 


consuming emotions...


that I need to take care of myself - and referencing my previous journal


in part - we all need different things and maybe relate with a kind of regard


that we each relate to.


so now that I am home, and I am sitting quietly in my apartment I am kind of


fixating on what I should be doing with myself or even what I want to be doing with myself.


I thought about about the saving idea, that I need to take care of myself


and I shouldn't be ashamed of how that manifests...I need to take care of myself


and that may be different than others would have it for themselves..


but if I do it - that's a gold star and respectfully good.

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SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

Hope you’re having a good weekend mark - any interesting documentaries?
arfie
arfie

Weird as it may sound, I get considerable therapy mileage from minding my pronouns. When I get lost in **we**, the resulting psychosis gets ever further down the proverbial rabbit hole. Even with people I have known my entire life, I don't get to know everything how they tackle their own self-care, etc. Those be rituals each of us perform privately and are hard to describe in detail, even when asked.

How can I know how **We** do such things without detailed knowledge of how the other members of **We** wipe their asses, etc? Do I really want that much info? I accomplish my self-care and sort my own psycho snot knots far more efficiently when I keep ^it^ strictly personal, first person singular. Eye to I.
malibumark
malibumark

haha Arfie!!!

Thanks Sensitive! I watched some PBS yesterday before going to bed. Lucy Worsley's Royal Palace Secrets.
I find the documentaries can be kind of boring at times but I get into them even so.
malibumark
malibumark

I don't mean to be contrarian but for me coming on here and writing is in part the Eye to I reflection -
but I also find that manifesting my thoughts is also working things out in a commonality and a community.
Like you said 'how you accomplish it' - This I guess is how I accomplish it - and I guess I said that in the
in the original journal post so, nevermind.