this morning

it's strange, I woke up this morning doing really well..

got dressed and went out for a cup of coffee..

I got in my email box my electric bill and though I have

enough to cover it in my bank account - I thought

better to wait until payday where/when I will have a bigger buffer

for any unforseen expenses. The limitation of my funds

has really made me nervous. I wanted to go out and buy 

new eyeglasses today too - and I will do that, I can do that..

I'm just jumpy but I suppose if I frame it mentally - and just keep on with things

I'll take care of the day. 

I also have to fill out an update form for Social Security and that makes me

shaken as well. Forms are so cryptic and I'll just get on that tomorrow.