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Went to work this morning, came home and had my lunch, then dressed, then went out forcoffee. I'm home now. Just finished my coffee and Blue is lying on the bannister with a viewof all the birds,...

I felt poorly at work today but as I worked I thought about my place in the world, kind of felt crazy about that line of thought but then thought about what I choose to do to reinforce that question...

can't sleep, i think it's because I don't want to be alone.I have Blue - I have a wonderful life - went for a walk with my Popjust before getting ready for bed. I am grateful.I do want a 'significant...

i have eaten nearly everything in my cupboards.I don't get it - I am either self denying and self castigating to keepmyself in lineor super indulgent - it's good to be in touch with pleasure -...

some mornings, your innards may say one thing about you..like this morningi started out with the outlook that I am old, that I am unworthy but I decidedto keep moving forward - i dressed and went for...

I've been struggling a little bit this morning but then having moments of inspirationand repreive. I went to get coffee, I did laundry, I went for a walk at the horse park,I came home and made lunch....

my blue heals me - when i come home from work - kind of feeling crappy and mixed up from the day - Blue becomes my focus - and caring about himand making sure he is ok - it reminds me who I am - and...

I got a bag of wild bird see (requested) for Christmas so I could toss it on my balconyfor the birds. Me and Blue have been enjoying all the birdy action. :)They come in waves, and just now there was...

things are going ok...work went well today and then I came home so exhaustedand ate a hodge podge of a meal and then took a shower and dressed. My stepmom calledme and said she had lots of food for...

I was watching the evening news and finding myself jealous of the people who were being interviewed over many segments. They were all positive and happily talking about their pursuits. I realized...

I've been able to process my feelings here - write about them,think about them and at times have clarity too. I don't know if what I am going through is an after effectof the holidays and the coming...

I went to sleep last night, kind of hurting as my friend Jan knows,and I woke up kind of feeling like I was in a hole. I felt like a really flawedperson - with no joy - with no prospect, just...

Feeling the sadness of having mental health struggles and the fact that we are all social distancing. This time is hard on all of us and sending a big hug out there to our wonderful community.

I was noticing something last night that I noticed this morning. I started to dream again ofwanting things in my life and yet was wisened to the process, the maturity of being self responsibleas...

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