good morning

I just woke up about 20 minutes ago. Threw on yesterday's clothes,


brushed my teeth and went to the Starbucks.


I haven't planned anything for today except for the morning coffee routine


but I thought about the fact that I haven't on my way there and back.


I'm not going to pressure myself to plan something I really love. I noticed my


mind really amping up with the fact that I should.


I feel so non commital and middle of the road about anything right now


and I think that's ok (not going to pressue myself so as to feel bad if I don't have


something super special to focus on.)


I'll feed Blue and write notes about the future in an email.



Good morning guys!

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Community LeaderMid
Mid

It is as much work to 'relax' so you're working to help yourself find that calm. Excellent work!
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Mid. I am a little mixed up. I appreciate your words.
malibumark
malibumark

Blue needs playtime...taking care of Blue, taking care of life. :)
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

Set small goals, mark, and push to achieve them. Break it down into tiny portions bc if you try to do and solve everything in one push you’ll overwhelm yourself.

Start small. One thing at a time. One focus at a time. Hugs!
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Nikki!
arfie
arfie

Inside that body of lessons which taught me to be careful of what I wish for because I get it was a body of sub-lessons on the value of preferences. Yea, it's nice when my every preference can be met, but I am more open to experiments and discovery when my preferences are not available. I have discovered more than one new preference by respecting what is available over what I want.
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Arfie.