malibumark

things are good. I can't complain. I get a little lost sometimesin the silence and solitude, much like I bet Blue the cat does when I am not here. heheBut I find myself evolving to the point where I...

I had a good meeting with my Doctor yesterdayand then spent the rest of the day keeping active.I don't remember what I was doing but it was mostly justbusy stuff. It's all kind of coming back to me...

I went to work this morning. things went well.i was thinking about a new idea - that along with the  need to be 'self responsible'but i also ought to give myself some 'self compassion.'i was...

definitely trying to use my time journalling to try and drive awaythe blues .... and do something that feels worthwhile.At times it feels as, well I don't know why I feel so wispy mentally and...

this is a topic that comes to me time and again...well it's gradually come to me...but the wave is cresting lately and I 'see it now' in a way.Do we have the strength of conviction to go for what we...

I went to sleep late last night. I was just too jazzed by the day..As a result, I woke up late this morning...about half an hour agoat around 630a. I definitely have some ideas today that I am not...

It's 530am, I've been to Starbucks and now I'mat home playing with Blue and drinking coffee.I usually watch CBS' Sunday Morning at 6am,so I'm just waiting for that to come on.Just wanted to wish you...

sometimes I don't understand why my mind leads me to do certain things...but it does...it makes me wonder about the idea of 'free will' if any of us can escape the biologicalaspect of our lives and...

today's not a complicated day - just doing laundry, paid bills,ran a couple of errands - bought a couple of coffees.I don't have much money left for entertainment stuff - buteven so... I mean just...

after coffee today, at the first thing I did in the morning,I got a weird vibe from the baristas. That small interaction, first thingin the morning - first interaction can really color - the rest of...

I woke up just in the nic of time to get to the Starbucks when it opened.I like getting there right when they unlock the doors. LOLanyway, things are alright...here's to a good start to the day for...

I've come to a place where I am making sense of my emotional lifeand staying effective - I guess it must seem like I've been doing it allalong or at least sometimes - but I guess I just want to talk...

I am feeling a little lost but I can't 'buy into' the feelings.I need to take care of myself - and just 'see the feelings'as something that's starting to happen within me but puta stop to sinking...

I know I got kind of crazy yesterday with my writings.I have to confess I felt truly strange and not so good this morningwhen starting work, but I was determined and the work helped mego go go. I...

thoughts of mine are on the monastery today.I find myself very happy living alone with Blue today - and somehow 'happy with my self discipline and successes at that' in taking care ofall my chores...