MarahIdellCatLuvr
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- Does anyone else keep themselves awake?Trying to figure something out is the main reason but sometimes I feel so depressed I need to talk to someone before I will let myself sleep.Tonight I don’t know what it is but I can’t settle down. My chest...
- I’m really questioning my diagnosis and myself as the reason for all the problems in my marriage. Before I left, I wholeheartedly believed and wrapped my mind around the fact that he was abusive - mostly psychologically, but also emotionally,...
- It’s possoble that I’m searching for people to tell me I’m ok because I don’t know my worth. I know I don’t know my worth.I know I’m looking for others to tell me I’m ok.But when they say really empowering things, I don’t believe...
- I’m having a hard day, week, year....Never been very good at talking to people about my feelings or anything personal going on in my life. Even here. Who to trust. How will I be judged. The problems I run into are people want to fix and sometimes...
- Just to be clear, when I post, I’m not looking to be fixed. It’s okay to tell me your thoughts but you don’t have to tell me I’m right or I’m wrong, I really just want to be heard.I’m having a lot of doubt. That doesn’t change...
- My Pastor used the lyrics from this song in the sermon yesterday and I could have cried. I could have sobbed. I feel like I have no one. But I do have one friend who will never leave me or forsake me.When you're weary, feeling smallWhen tears are in...
- Ive realized that these relationship issues are not all me but that I am attracted to or I attract a certain type of person. I also recognize that the last eight years with a man who has continuously warped my brain to revolve around him and his...
- I have failed at self care this week I have had a “friend “ explode on me and another admit to gossiping about me but then say it’s not gossip they talked aabout me to help me. I have a history of believing I am terrible at talking to...
- If you haven’t read this book, it’s triggering but it’s worth the read. Being in a new situation, having seen a counselor that unknowingly perpetuated my spouses gaslighting techniques because I have a past, has had me questioning so much. She...
- Everyone is busy tonight. There’s no one to talk to. I’m confused and so so angry. I’m hurt and angry. I’m impatient and angry. Now would be the perfect time to cry. I’m the only one awake/home. But I’m not crying. Do people just turn it...
- Triggers:the sound of my own voice things I’m embarrassed to share Surreal moments:changing my daughters diaperwatching a live business video talking to my in laws about why I’m not workingthe moments after telling my parents things that...
- I'm not on medication and I’m not going to be. But this is hard work. There’s no time to rest or cry. I have trouble remembering to drink enough water and I think it’s causing some problems. I’ve had very sudden fleeting pain come and go for...
- How am I supposed to cope? Staying busy, getting away, talking to friends, journaling, reading books and the Bible, none of it works. What do I do to keep from old negative coping tactics?i can’t handle this....
- I’m not okay. Constantly thinking of my past, projecting it on others who just walk by, thinking it’s completely normal and everyone experiences what I experienced, being terrified that my kids will.....I can’t relate to others. I don’t have...
- Trying to visit and keep up with my recovery from issues and what’s going on in my life right now is a lot. I could have called my sponsor while everyone left and kid that stayed was sleeping but I journaled instead. I’m constantly listening...